How fool am I?
Why should I helped you tied your scarf?
Why did I make your shadow closer by that crazy behavior?

When I tied your scarf, we fell in a minute of silence.
Did you shock? Did you confuse? Did you happy when you see me tied your scarf?
I thought I already moved, I thought your shadow in my mind and my heard already gone.
Unfortunately, I just ran inside a circle without end.

I still miss your shadow, your smile, your attitude, just ... everything about you.
Well, is this called dilemma?
Should I move?
Or ... should I stay?

-18th of January 2018, a day with many confusing feeling-