Author's Notes: Well, Wattpad is no longer shy, I realized, since they took all three places! Yay! And one fan of mine asked me for a present for Christmas. Can you guess what it is? Nah, I'll just tell you! For Ricky to die! I'll keep you posted on that. Read to find out! If I do decide to play Santa for this fan, you'll be seeing that chapter before Christmas! (Christmas Eve, maybe?) Anyways, love you guys! Oh, and congrats to Brittni27 for winning a place twice in a row!

Quotes of the day:

#1: GOLD!: "I am thinking some very colorful thins right now, so I'll only reveal half of the rainbow (not the gay kind):  

RICKY IS SUCH A *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* AND A *BLEEEEEEEEEP BLEEP BLEEP* HIS MOTHER WOULD BE SO *BLEEP* ASHAMED OF HIM AND I HOPE HE *BLEEP* DIES. *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* PICKLES AND A HANDFUL OF *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* FOR A MONKEY TO THROW AT HIS *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* FOREVER DISABLING HIS *BLEEP* MAKES NO SENSE *BLEEP BLEEP BLEEP* AND HE WILL DIE A PAINFUL DEATH IN A *BLEEEEEEEPPPPPPPPPPPP* AND A BUCKET OF WARM 'SPIT' HAHA, YEAH RICKY WISHES IT WAS SPIT, NO ITS REALLY *BLEEP BLEEP-" -longtime321  

#2: SILVER!: "WAT THE F?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! ARRESTED......ARRESTED.......ARRESTED. I JUST CANT WRAP MY MIND AROUND THAT WORD. I WAS HOPING FOR SOMETHING A LITLE MORE........UMMM..............WELL LIKE RICKY JUST FLAT OUT BEING KILLED OR DYING............BUT THATS Y PPL DREAM!!!!!!! AND HAVE CHRISTMAS WISHES!!!!!!!!!!! ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS RICKY DEAD...........MMMMMMM I LIKE THE SOUND OF THAT" -brittni27

#3: BRONZE!: "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!! Ricky that self center little prick should die in flames under a dragons scaly a**. Or be run over by a semi truck and then hav a mini van run over him, stop, then reverse and run over him again......then revive his a** and do it again and again. AND WHY HASN"T ANYONE TOLD ADAM YET!!!!!! HE LOVES HER, SHE LOVES HIM, LET HIM COME TO SEE HER AND GIVE HIM A SHOTGUN CAUSE RICKY WON'T SURVIVE THAT HAHAHAHAHA!!!!" -liltxqt

I love you guys' comments! Keep 'em coming! They totally made my day today, which before now was crappy. Maybe volleyball practice will make me even happier!

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I gripped onto the edge of the small, wooden table beside my bed, grimacing. My stomach HURTS! Being pregnant is a hell of a lot tougher than people think!

I'm five months in now, and I am seriously craving some cheese. String cheese. Yum.

No, I don't want cheese. I want cookies and cream ice cream!

No, I want some fries from Burger King.

No, they should be from Wendy's.

Nah, I want some pizza. With... pepperoni, sausage, bacon, ham, pineapple, chicken, fries, string cheese, and ice cream... yea!

I got out my walkie-talkie and called for Walter.

Groggily, he answered with a, "What now?"

"I need some pizza!" I chirped.

He breathed a sigh of relief. "Thank God, last time, you wanted something really crazy that was-"

"With pepperoni, sausage, bacon, ham, pineapple, chicken, fries, string cheese, and cookies and cream ice cream!"

He groaned. Walter and Tina are rather young. Walter is twenty-five, and Tina is twenty-three, so Walter isn't experienced with these cravings and all of my issues.

Haha.

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About a week later, I heard a squeal coming from the bathroom. I walk over, and see Tina jumping up and down excitedly.

"Whoa... what's up?" I asked cautiously. With Tina, you never know. She's like a big sister to me, and Walter like a big brother.

"I'M PREGNANT!"

I nearly collapse. "You are?!"

She giggles excitedly, nodding her head yes. "Omigod, Walter's going to freak!"

Haha, he's going to have to deal with two pregnancies at once!

It's about eight in the morning, and Walter is out jogging. But he'll be back soon.

Right on time, I heard the door open.

Tina wasted no time. She skipped over and screamed, "I'M PREGANT!"

Walter looked ready to faint. At first, I thought he was disappointed, until he picked her up and started spinning her around, and they both started dancing.

Awkward!

But it wasn't awkward enough to keep me from joining the dance party!

Wahoo!

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"Okay, from the top!" Mary yelled at me.

I groaned, and took my place again. This is a total bummer. I'm tired!

I wrote this one before I found out I was going to be famous, and before I found out I was pregnant.

"I don't know what I want, so don't ask me 

Cause I'm still trying to figure it out 

Don't know what's down this road, I'm just walking 

Trying to see through the rain coming down 

Even though I'm not the only one 

Who feels the way I do

"I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know 

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on 

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in 

This world

"Got the radio on, my old blue jeans 

And I'm wearing my heart on my sleeve 

Feeling lucky today, got the sunshine 

Could you tell me what more do I need 

And tomorrow's just a mystery, oh yeah 

But that's ok

"I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know 

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on 

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in 

This world

"Maybe I'm just a girl on a mission 

But I'm ready to fly

"I'm alone, on my own, and that's all I know, oh 

I'll be strong, I'll be wrong, oh but life goes on 

Oh, I'm alone on my own, and that's all I know 

Oh, I'm just a girl, trying to find a place in 

This world

"Oh, I'm just a girl 

Oh, I'm just a girl,  

Oh, oh yeah 

Oh, I'm just a girl" 

"Okay, finally, girl! Took you long enough!"

That was my fifth song... right?

Here's my fourth:

"How do I 

Get through one night without you 

If I had to live without you 

What kind of life would that be 

Oh, I 

Need you in my arms, need you to hold 

You're my world, my heart, my soul 

If you ever leave 

Baby you would take away everything good in my life

"Without you 

There'd be no sun in my sky 

There would be no love in my life 

There'd be no world left for me 

And I 

Baby I don't know what I would do 

I'd be lost if I lost you 

If you ever leave 

Baby you would take away everything real in my life

"And tell me now 

How do I live without you 

I want to know 

How do I breathe without you 

If you ever go 

How do I ever, ever survive 

How do I, how do I, Oh how do I live

"Baby If you ever leave 

Baby you would take away everything 

Need you with me 

Baby don't you know that you're everything 

Good in my life

"And tell me now 

How do I live without you 

I want to know 

How do I breathe without you 

If you ever go 

How do I ever, ever survive 

How do I, how do I, Oh how do I live

"How do I live without you, without you baby 

How do I live"

I wrote this one before I was separated from Adam. Again.

My life is so unlucky. It's like someone has spent his or her whole life messing up mine. Ever since I was like four, my life has had some problems. It's gotten really bad nowadays.

"Can I go home now?" I asked, and my voice crackled. Crap. I need water, now!

"Yes, Rachel, go ahead," Mary dismissed me with a wave of her hand.

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Omigod. In three months, my baby is going to be born. Today I'm going to the hospital to see whether it's going to be a girl or a boy. I wanted it to be a surprise, but then Tina said that I needed to know so I wouldn't end up like her mom. She called Tina "No-Name" for about a month before she decided on her name.

I didn't want that to happen, so I agreed to the test thingy.

"Rachel, let's go!" Tina called out.

"Coming!"

I've been ready for about an hour now. I'm so jittery; I nearly fell out of my chair twice. Though that may be the huge stomach I have now that caused it...

I skipped to the car and strapped myself in.

Lucky for me, I haven't heard of Ricky ever since he was arrested. I don't think even if Tina and Walter knew anything of him they'd tell me. It's not good to have stress when you're pregnant, and news like that would just freak me out.  

I miss Adam. I need Adam. I can't live without him. These past few weeks have been icky without him. The only thing that comforts me is that I know it's not a permanent thing. Hopefully, he'll get the death penalty.

Before I know it, we're there.

The wait in the waiting room was long, and nerve racking. I get nervous before every appointment. I'm always scared they're going to say something's wrong.

"Rachel?" the nurse lady asked.

"That's me," I said, standing up, and nearly toppling over while doing so.

I walked in and lie down on the bed thingy they have in the rooms.

The nurse put some jelly thing on my belly, and scanned the baby first.

It must have been pretty obvious I was close to passing out due to nerves, because the nurse laughed and said, "Don't worry Rachel, your baby is perfectly healthy."

I let out a huge sigh of relief.

Then she did a test to determine the sex of the baby.

It didn't take long to find out the results.

"Rachel, you're going to give birth to a beautiful baby boy."

Cool! I just hope he doesn't turn out as cocky as his father.

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I spent all of my time these next few days looking for a good name for my baby.

This is the list of names I've liked so far (I picked one out of every letter):

Adam (Jr.) 

Bentley 

Clayton 

Daniel 

Elliot 

Frank (lin) 

Garret 

Harold 

Irvin  

James 

Kyle 

Lucas 

Mason 

Nathan 

Oliver 

Patrick 

Quinton 

Remy 

Scott 

Tanner 

I skipped U cause it sucks butt. 

Vince 

Watson  

Xavier (HAHA!) 

Yale 

Zane, Zeke, and Zack.

HELP!

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I wanted to go trick or treating, but I can't.

So depressing.

Big frowny face... here!