Only now I regret everything.

It hurts when I see you with him but I'm still happy for you.

It hurts when you smile at him the way you smiled at me but I'm still happy for you.

It hurts when you look at him in the same loveable way you used to look at me and yet I'm still happy for you.

I've never not loved you.

From the beginning and even until now.

I'm sorry that I wasn't able to be a good boyfriend to you.