Hope for better and "i love you"
Mo's P.O.V
"Shush, baby it's gonna get better" Meliodas spoke comforting words to his princess just wanting her to calm down from crying but he knew that she would be like this for a while. She was going back to her greatest fear, she did not want it to come true again, she was absolutely terrified horrible memories flooded her mind.
"M-Melio-das" she choked out frantically as if he wasn't there, she gripped his shirt tears streamed down her cheeks as it hurt her to breathe, Meliodas immediately noticed what was happening. "M-Melio-das...Meli-odas" she spoke more desperately as all the walls she had were crumbling.
"Hey, hey, I'm right here, no need to panic" he softly spoke pulling her into his chest stroking her hair as more inaudible words blurred out her mouth, he was unsure of what she was saying, "princess you need to speak up" patting her back as he was very worried for his beautiful lover.
"I-I don't...want-t to be..hurt any-more, I-I m scared please..please don't let him...do that again, I-I can't handle that again, the w-way he tou-ched me, I-I can still feel h-his hands on..me, I'm disg-usted, I cou-ldn't do any-thing to s-stop him, I-I was power-less and t-terri-fied." She choked on air coughing at the end of her jumbled sentences as she cried into Meliodas still so scared.
"Shh, thats never going to happen again, we're all gonna keep you as safe as possible, you won't ever be left alone with him. Your safe we me..with everyone. Your so strong, and so amazing that you were able to deal with what happened, I wish it never happened to you but we can't change the past only the future and I will be doing everything in my power to keep you safe and happy with us, even if I get hurt I'll make sure your not hurt." He said kissing the top of her head before she pulled hers back.
"I-I do-nt want y-you to get h-hurt" she spoke the truth, even though she was terrified she didn't want anyone to get hurt because of her problems, she didn't want anything to happen to her family. She knew that only Zeldris knew about how she met Ludociel and what he did because she couldn't tell the others. She was still to scared for them to know, what they would think of her and what Ban would do. She knew how made he would get when she told him, because he does have a right to know, he's gonna yell at her for keeping it a secret.
For his mother not telling him, and putting his little sister in danger, she was scared that he would go to Ludociel and try to fight him. That Ban would get hurt because of her, she knew he would approach Ludociel just making him even more mad, she had no idea what Ludociel could do when he was made. He was always very easily angered, he definitely had anger issues and Elizabeth tended to anger him really easily with the dumbest things but they still made him mad. If he knew she told people other than zeldris, since he already knew about him, he might kill her or even worse use the threat he used earlier.
She couldn't do that again, he made her feel so disgusted in herself, so scared that it would happen again, so weak, as if her voice meant nothing when she tired to stop him. That was one of the reasons she stopped talking, she just couldn't bring herself too, and even though he told her never to tell anyone what he had down to her, she did tell because she couldn't handle it all by herself. She was broken. All her friends were so worried for her and so angry at Arthur, someone they had trusted with there friend, there little sister, but in the end they had made the wrong decision.
And before they could even talk to him, he was gone, he had vanished like he had never even been there in the first place, and that scared them even more knowing that he was still out there. Even before the string with Arthur had happened she had gone to the hospital to get her appendix removed, the doctor she had, touched her in places she didn't want which meant she already had a fear and when the thing with Arthur came along her fear had just multiplied. Then she had all the bullying that happened to her since she was young which already had made her self not feel well.
Meliodas rubbed circles on her back, whispering sweet words into her ear in some hopes to ca her down. After a good twenty minutes of no-stop crying she had rushed out of his lap and into the bathroom falling to her knees in-front of the toilet grabbing it before she started to vomit in the toilet. Melidoas was there in a second pulling her hair into a ponytail with the hair tie he happened to keep on his wrist in case she ever needed one and he rubbed her back gently as she vomited from stress,anxiety and panic. After another 15 minutes she stopped and looked up at Meliodas who had grabbed a small black cloth for her.
"You alright now?" He asked softly but his voice was filled with worry, as he gently wiped her mouth that had vomit residue on it. She gave a nod breathing heavy and uneven, her one hand on her throat the other stabilizing herself on the toilet. He put the cloth on the counter before putting his hands under her knees, then on her back and lifted her up in a bridle hold than brought her too her bed placing her down.
"Thank you, I'm sorry" she said looking down gripping the sheets of her bed in anticipation for him to yell at her, but that never happened.
"Hey, your welcome, there's no need to thank me, and there's also no need to be sorry, you did nothing wrong." He said making her nod and lay down yawning, he gave a small chuckle then bent down to kiss her forehead, "go to sleep I'll be here when you wake up."
"M-Meliodas?"
"Yes, beautiful?" He sad grabbing a piece of her hand wrapping it around his finger.
"Thank you for everything and I-I love you" She said as a blush spread across her face and she looked up at him thinking she would see a disgusted face boy all she saw was a smile.
"I love you too" he said kissing her forehead again, "get some rest I'll lay with you" he said making her smile and nod again moving over for him to lay down next to her then she curled herself into him, yawning again before she feel asleep, him falling asleep right after her.
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Sorry for the shirt chappie but I hope you really liked it.
Bye bye kiddos.
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