Warning: it gets harsh at the end (beating, rape)

Virgil's POV
He's lying

N-no! He loves me! He said so!

He hates you. He wants you to suffer. He wants you to be ugly, fat, unloveable.

Oh.

I continue to cry harder, Roman eventually pulls me onto his lap, and I bury my face into his neck. God I love him. After awhile I look up at him, he looked down a me, "Virgil...?" I close my eyes and smile "do you wanna watch some Disney movies with me?"
He grins, a big goofy grin, "yes!! What movie?" I pretend to think "what about beauty and the beast?" His grin widens "good choice!" He squeals. We end up wasting the day watching many Disney movies. Roman had Patton make us snacks, which I ate a good chunk of the salt and vinegar chips. Each time I ate Roman would hum, we were sitting in Romans room, his bed was much softer then mine. Roman looks at his clock and gets up, "hey were are you going?" He turns around. "Uhh I need to ask Thomas something" he says and with that he leaves.

Go to his bathroom and puke then draw!

No. I'm not doing that. Roman says I need to eat and I'm gonna listen to him. I love him.

Fine but don't eat during the party~

Oh shit! The party I completely forgot. I start to hyperventilate, running my hands through my hair "breath, breath, breath" I chant over and over I start to calm down just as Roman walks in, "Virgil? Are you ok?" I give him a shakey smile and nod "yeah... yeah I'm fine just... remembered about the party... people are scary..." he gives me a smile when he hears my hoarse voice. He hugs me and asks "do you wanna go down and party or stay here, and watch Disney movies with me?" I look at him I can tell he really, really wants to go down their and party, I smile to myself, he's willing to give up partying to spend time with me. "We...can go down..." I say weakly smiling. He puts out his hand and I take it.

Roman POV
He takes my hand and I lead him downstairs, I grab some snacks and offer them to Virgil, he hesitates but grabs the plate nibbling on a piece of cheese. We just sit in a corner, Virgil is in my lap, head nuzzled into my neck, his breath hitching every time someone comes near or when their is a loud noise, each time that happens I hold him tighter.  Eventually I needed to use the bathroom, I get up and set Virgil down on the couch, he should be fine because he's pretty much sleeping, which was quite surprising. I'm just washing my hands and then I hear laughter, mean mocking laughter. I quickly dry my hands and walk downstairs, to see Virgil on the floor back pressed against the couch mumbling and chanting unintelligible things to himself people surrounded him laughing at him calling him a freak, disorder, fat, ugly, stupid, worthless, weak. I shove my way through the crowd and pick Virgil up bridal style, and walked out back, heading to the creek, this party was a disaster. Virgil was still whispering things to himself and shaking, it took all my strength to not cry. We got to the small clearing and I sat down Virgil still in my lap, I started to gently push my hand through his soft, silky hair, trying to calm him. "R-ro-o-man" he gasped "I ca-can-n't bre-br-ea-eath" he chokes out, he starts to shake more violently, scaring me. I lay him on the moss and wrap my arms around him, not trying to hold him still but holding tight enough to hopefully make him feel safer. After awhile he suddenly stops shaking and starts to cry hysterically, all the while trying to suck in air that he so desperately needed. "I... love... you roman... so fucking mu-much..." he whispers. "I love you virgil, to the sun and back." He breaths a laugh, still not breathing right so it sounds more like a grunt then a laugh, "it's 'I love you t-to the moon a-and back,' not 'I-i love you to the sun and b-back,' you lovable idiot" he says with a smirk " I know but, your my sun, my star, bright, beautiful star, that gives me reason to wake in the morning, your my star that fills me with hope, happiness, and love. Your smile makes me melt, your laugh is contagious, you are the star that makes the world smile. And I have no clue what I would do without my shining star. I love you with all my heart." I pause and rub Virgil's cheek with my thumb, "Virgil, will you be my boyfriend?" He kisses me and I kiss back, he pulls away and sighs a happy sigh, "fuck yes. I will be your boyfriend" he kisses me again, it was deep and passionate.

Virgil's POV
"Fuck yes. I will be your boyfriend" I kiss him it was passionate but loving. We ended up star gazing till I hear roman snoring, normally I would've been mad, but for once I'm calm, happy. But of course good things don't last long. Five figures come stumbling over, obviously drunk, I immediately tense up, people alone are scary but add alcohol to that and they were terrifying. Thomas was with them I didn't see him so their was six, Thomas and five others I didn't recognize. "Virshil come wish ush" Thomas said slurring his words heavily, something was odd, but I obeyed and left roman and followed them, trying to step on everything to make as much noise as possible, hoping to wake up Roman. I was shaking again. "Wh-what do yo-you guys wan-want?" Everyone except Thomas snickered, we had gone deeper into the forest heading in the direction of another, smaller, more private clearing, I asked again, "what d-do you guys w-want?" They turn around and that's when I noticed that Thomas had his hands bound with duct tape completely covering his hands, "get em" says the blonde guy in the red shirt, clearly the leader. "W-what?" I stutter backing up slowly. It all happens so fast, they shove Thomas down he just ends up sitting their oblivious to what's happening two guys start to kick him, I go to my friends aid but get kicked in the back of my knee instead, making me fall to my knees. I feel strong hands grab my wrists and feel the duct tape wrapping around my hands then one strip across my mouth, They punch and kick me, in the stomach, in the face, everywhere. I scream.

soon I don't feel anything so I look up Romans here and one guy is on the ground but Roman is being held by two guys, the same ones beating up Thomas. I do the painstaking task and look at Thomas he's bleeding and bruised but he looks ok, but of course that doesn't mean he's ok. I feel a foot connect with my back and I scream in pain, and the beating continues but this time roman was forced to watch. Occasionally, over the grunts and screams of pain, I could hear roman crying and screaming for this to stop, I knew by now they would have taped his hands together rendering him almost useless. After Awhile I feel someone step on my ankle and feel it snap, I scream in agony, I swear my throat was bleeding from how loud I screamed, but a foot hit my head and I saw roman, on his knees his nose bleeding he is being held up by his arms, luckily he wasn't getting beaten. And then it all went black as I got hit in the head again.

Romans POV
I woke up and heard twigs snapping Virgil wasn't beside so I assumed that was him. So I followed but he was with other people. I smelled trouble I wanted to jump in and save Virgil.... and Thomas?! Thomas was with them? Wait his hands are bound, that's not good. Virgil asked what they wanted and they snickered. He asked again, the leader turned and said "get em" they pushed Thomas down and two guys started to beat Thomas, Virgil went to help him but a guy kicked him, knocking him down. And they covered his hands in duct tape and then his mouth, and began beating him, I stood trying to decide on the best course of action to save Thomas and Virgil but not get caught. I think and think but to no avail, they kick him hard making him scream I can't take it, I jump in, and punch the one that made Virgil scream the two beating Thomas stopped and held me back, one punching me in the nose making it bleed. The guys punching Virgil stop to, but not for long and they start to beat him again making him scream. They duct taped my hands and they also ducted taped my ankles together. The guy I punched slowly crawled his way to Thomas. I was screaming and crying for this to stop, "STOP YOU FUCKERS ILL KILL YOU!! STOP!!" I scream. Then one steps on virgils ankle, causing a loud snapping noise, Virgil's scream will be burned into my memory forever. It was so pain filled, I've never heard anything more painful in my life, and I will never will hear anything that comes close.

They kicked him in the head and he looked up at me, seeing me crying, my nose bleeding, being held back by the strangers, thank god he didn't see Thomas, he was... having inappropriate things done to him, he was screaming in protest, but it was muffled by the tape. They kicked him again and he was knocked out I screamed voice growing hoarse. They left Virgil and started beating me.

Soon I heard muffled shouts, I risk a look up and see Virgil withering around trying to break free. I hear talking but I'm so out of it I don't hear what their saying. I was laying on my back but I was kicked over then one of the guys sat on me, holding me down. The guy that was doing things with Thomas stop luckily nothing to bad happened to Thomas, just unwanted touching through the clothes and kissing.

But Virgil got it worse.

Way worse.

The leader kicks Virgil so he's on his back and straddles him, he starts to kiss his neck, because the tape on Virgil's mouth. The leader kissed all the way down to Virgil's crotch, Virgil was wriggling, so the leader just punches him almost knocking Virgil out. And took Virgil's pants down and then the leader shoved Virgil onto his stomach, the leaders posse not caring because they were taking turns kicking Thomas, the leader took his boxers off and roughly shoved inside of Virgil, this woke Virgil up immediately, making him scream, the leader thrusted at a brutal pace, not letting Virgil adjust. Virgil was clearly in a lot of pain. I screamed and kicked trying to get up and help Virgil, but the guy firmly held me down, punching me each time I moved. I moved my head and bit the leg of the guy holding me he yelled and kicked me in the head causing me to black out.

Shit.

Virgil's POV
It hurt so fucking bad. Everything hurt I couldn't move it hurt so much. So I didn't try to move. I just let him defile me. My hands covered and taped, one of my ankles broken and it hurt so much it felt like it was on fire, it felt like I was on fire. At this point I was hoping I would die.

I soon passed out.

I woke up to a beeping noise 'what the hell?' I mumbled

"holy shit! He's awake!" I jump at the noise. Was that Logan? It has to be, Patton never swears. I start to hear crying but everything I hear is like static, but I recognize the crying to be Patton. I try to open both eyes but could only open my left one, my right was, I assume, swelled up. I see Logan and Patton standing at the end of my bed

Ha! No Roman! He couldn't even be bothered to check on you! He hates you~!

I try to ask where roman is but I just cough because my throat hurts. So instead I cry, but it hurts so much. Patton just crumbles into the chair and balls up, crying. Logan calls for a nurse. She comes in and does her work while Logan tries to comfort both me and Patton at the same time, soon the pain dies down and I'm able to talk, "Roman... where.... Roman...?" I manage to croak out. Logan Just moves aside letting me see who's to my right and I see roman, I look to my left and see Thomas. I start to hyperventilate as the memories of last night come flooding back, along with the memories of what happened, I remember the pain that was inflicted on me. I cry harder. I just needed roman to hold me tight, I needed him to protect me. I needed to hear his laugh, I needed to see the way he threw his head back and clutched his stomach when he laughed. I needed to hear him. I needed to talk to him, and hear his giggle I needed him to hug me, l needed him to dry my tears.

I needed Roman, he was my star.

A harsh chapter. Sorry. And I know I made it sound like Roman died, I promise he didn't.
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