•story is lower down feel free to skip the tagging thing!•

Hehe I forgot I got tagged

Sexuality
Bi

Happy?
ppppfffffttt no

Last song I listened to?
Idk the name of it

Hair?
Short brown

Favourite colour
Any pastel or deep blue rich purple and pale yellow

Eye colour
Brown

Shoe size
???

Dream job
Photographer or chiropractor

Nick names
Mak, Mac and cheese, mak attack, 'incorrect', makky, kenzy.
(My name is Makenzy)

One fact
I like painting

Favourite place
My room, or on top my roof or outside in the/a forest.

Favourite song
Almost any song by TØP

Favourite book
Uhh I feel bad that I can't remember all their names but the author is Kelly Armstrong and JK. Rowling (Harry Potter) and really almost any book I read.

Thanks, lunaeclispe22

They tagged me in more stuff but I don't feel like doing so I'm not. I'll probably do it in later chapters, thanks though!

I don't feel like tagging anyone, but feel free to do this.

Also the picture at the top is the one I took of a grasshopper

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Romans POV
I cry into Logan's shirt, he smelled like perspiration, alcohol from the party, and like a new book. I could also smell the wonderful tulips, orchids, roses, and all the other flowers unknown to me. But I didn't care about the flowers. I cared about my friends, we are like a family. I care about my boyfriend, Virgil, the most. He needs help, badly. Otherwise he may die, whether that be fates hand or his own.

Patton's POV
I felt my smile falter at the voice, Virgil didn't notice as he was looking for something, I just sat and twiddling my thumbs staring blankly at them as Virgil inspected the entire room.

He found what he was looking for and mumbled a little "ah ha!" Holding it up, it wasn't very high since he was still sitting in his wheel chair, I let my fake smile drop at the thought of that night... I wasn't even their, but I still feel bad about it. I can only imagine what it's like for them. I manage to hold back a small whimper, just as Virgil spins his chair around with a goofy grin on his face, " pat catch!" He said while tossing something at me, I had only looked up. It ended up smacking me in the face. I giggle picking it- the granola bar- up, "hehe you know I'm not good at catching things!" Virgil just giggled "but your catching feelings for Logan~!" I laugh, an honest, real laugh. It felt so good, like I was incased in stone and then it all broke apart and crumbled to my feet when I laugh. It felt so good.

I smile to myself, maybe just maybe I could get better!

NO!

With the help of my friends I'll be able to get better!

NO!

With the help of Logan I'll be able to get better! So SHUT UP!

I open my eyes, I didn't know I had closed them, Virgil had backed up in shock, a look of fear etched in his face making the bags under his eyes more pronounced. "W-what?" I mumble. Then it clicks I had screamed out shut up....

I panic and scrambled to find something to say, " uhh I'm sorry I didn't mean that to you- I well- umm- I ... it was because- the voice..." I mumble the last part, Virgil looks at me, his face softened it was then I knew he understood.

Virgil's POV
My expression soften when I heard what Patton said, I understood to some extent what he was going through. We both have eating disorders and we are both... sad. I clenched my jaw at the thoughts, which made the granola crinkle in my hands, reminding me I was going to share it with Patton.

I open it and break it in half, giving one half to Patton, he just looked at it with no emotion. I waved it, he looked at me silently begging me to take it away, which I gave him a small smile and bit mine. Patton's expression cracked and he at the half begrudgingly.

I was actually glad I was eating, I wanted to get better for Roman. I wanted to grow old together. Yes I was still hesitant on eating but I know I had to, Roman needed me to. And I love him more then I've ever loved, so I'll always do as he asks.

Patton... might not get better and I'm worried for him. But I know we will all get better, it seems like shit now but it's just the start to getting better.

Uhh sorry for the very very very short chapter I just really wanted to get something out.

{also if I stop posting chapters without a warning then I probably deleted this app cuz I'm not allowed it. So if that happens then I probably won't be posting for awhile ( like a really long time.) or maybe just got my phone taken away.  Sorry about that ._.}

IM SO SORRY!!!

Stay alive ||-//