Important note at the bottom!

Romans POV
I wheel Virgil out of the bathroom, "do you wanna go back to Patton's room?" He nods. I knock on their door, Logan answers it, he allows us in. I sit down in one of the chairs, Virgil in his wheel chair right beside me, holding my hand. "So..." I started, I cast a weary look around the room, everyone just awkwardly mumbled unintelligible words and looked down. We stayed silent for a minute or two till Virgil coughed and spoke up, "c-can I talk to patton... please?" I nod motioning for him to go ahead, but Logan shook his head, "no Roman. Virgil wants to talk to patton in private." Logan pushed up his glasses and looked down at me, "I also wish to talk to you in private." I look over at Virgil, I hated leaving him alone. He nodded letting me know I could go, I didn't want to but I got up and left with Logan, we ended up walking down to the hospital gardens. What did Logan want to talk about? He seemed worried or nervous. Which was way out of character for him.

I was scared.

Patton's POV ( I felt like I haven't been doing his POV lately...?)

Virgil wanted to talk to me alone? Was he mad at me? I hope not. I hate making people mad at me, it makes me feel useless, unwanted, and hated.

You are. Even picani hates you.

I manage to hold back a whimper at the mention of my best friends name, picani and I are close friends, we both show empathy, love and happiness in Thomas, although picani shows more compassion for other people. It makes sense we are close. Picani's boyfriend, Remy, doesn't like Logan to much though, so it's difficult for all of to hang out, Logan and I as friends and them as a couple, I feel a small smile trace my lips as I remember how Logan asked me to be his boyfriend. Now hopefully all six of us could hang out as couples, hopefully that would make things more bearable for Logan.

"-atton! Patton!" I snap back to reality when Virgil's voice finally penetrates my thoughts. "Sorry kiddo, must have zoned out, uhh you were saying?" I say awkwardly, Virgil sighs and moves closer, Looking at Thomas's empty bed, he had gone to the bathroom. Virgil looked back up at me and sighed, closing his eyes while he spoke,
"Patton, I-I'm here if you ever need to talk..." he said, awkwardly. "Thanks Virgil." I smile at him when he looks up, " yeah, I just thought maybe talking to someone who has the same... issues then it may help more?" I nod, while he scratched at his bandages, causing them to loosen, " Virge your bandages" I warn him, he paused and looked at them, "s-Sorry. I- I- can- can I-...hug?"
He said raising his arms a little, my son looked so cute like that! I couldn't not hug him so I got up and hugged him, he hugged me back tightly.

We stayed hugging for a while till I felt him shaking and my shirt was warm from his tears, I pull back and brush his bangs out of his face, wiping his tears away, " Virgil we will get better, ok? I've done it before" sadness flashed across his face, but I continued " I'll admit it wasn't easy. Not in the slightest, but I did get better mentally." Tears fell down my face as I remembered my struggle. I choke back tears and proceed. "So if you ever feel like giving up, remember it's possible, ok kiddo? Please try and get better for me?" I smile softly at him, he looks up at me, he looks directly at my eyes, I knew doing that made him uncomfortable so I was proud of him. "Only if you try and get better." I close my eyes to block the onslaught of tears I felt and gave him a watery smile hugging him again. " you are the best son ever." I hear him chuckle. It was the best sound in the world.

You'll never hear him laugh again.

Logan's POV (I feel like I've been doing his POV a lot, sorry!)

Roman and I walk to the gardens, I needed to talk to him about everything. I especially needed to ask him on what to do to help Patton, I'm not adequately equipped for dealing with everything, it's different this time.

I stop him and point to the bench, motioning for him to sit, he does. we both heavily sigh. We were very tired. Roman kicks his legs, out leaning back against the bench and putting both of his hands behind his head, eyes closed. He looked tired while I tried and failed to not look tired, I had my elbows on my knees with my head held up with my hands. We stay like that for awhile, till I ask, " what are we going to do?"

Roman looked down at me while I looked at him, he had small bags under his eyes, I probably looked no better. "I don't know, we obviously need to help them, and help each." I gain a confused look when he says the last part, he sees this and elaborates, " we can't help them alone, I especially can't do it alone... I still think of that night and I get scared. I'll probably have nightmares for the rest of my life. I can only imagine what it's like for Virgil..." Roman sighed and copied my position on the bench look ahead of him, he looked so... Patton the emotional side couldn't even describe what he looked like. "we have to help them Roman. I know your going through a lot as well and I'm not trying to invalidate your pain. Sorry if it seemed like that, I'm not the best with emotions, Patton's the emotional one" I choke back a sob, Roman was already silently crying, Roman hugs me and cry's freely now.

Silent tears fall down my face. I needed to help all of them. I don't know how though. But if I don't help them

I might lose them.

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Hey so uhhh...

I'm probably gonna take a break from writing this story. I don't know how long the hiatus (is that the right word???) will be.

I'm sorry! I'll will be working on my other books

Sander sides one shots!

And others that I'm working on! *laughs evilly*

So bye!! Again I'm really sorry, I'm just not feeling this book right now, that's why this update took so long. Sorry!

Watch me say all this and then get so many ideas that I have an seizure and go on an uploading rampage.

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