Romans POV
Logan leaves swiftly when he gets called by a nurse, leaving me crying and alone. I felt so small, so weak. So tired. I needed sleep, I needed warmth. I needed Virgil. But I stay glued to this cold hard bench, knees pressed against my chest sobbing my heart out.  The scent of the flowers gone, I felt so cold, so alone. But I wasn't, I have Virgil. I needed to be strong for him, I needed to make up everything to him. Because I failed him, I let... I let... horrible things happen to him because I couldn't protect him. I need to be strong for him, so I will. I'll get better so I can help him. Yes, that's what I'll do. I'll get better.

It's simple, right?

Virgil's POV
I roll myself down the halls to the garden. I always loved the outdoors, I felt free. I try to stop my crying because I know I shouldn't have gotten mad at Patton, he didn't mean to tell me to shut up. But it still hurt. God, I'm such a crybaby.

Yeah crybaby, go cut. Go puke.

I tried to contain a whimper but failing. I wanted to cut so bad. But I knew I shouldn't. Roman would be upset, I don't want roman upset. I love roman and I'm going to try to get better for him. But damn did I want to cut. Maybe I could find something sharp and- NO. I can't. I'm not gonna think those thoughts anymore. I can't. If I want to get better I can't.

I rolled myself outside and went to find a quiet place so I could calm down and stop the tears. Luckily I didn't see anyone near me, I could calm down here. Deep breaths Virgil. Deep breaths. Deep like the cuts you want to make.

Patton's POV
I didn't cut! I didn't puke either! I'm so proud of myself. I could do it! I smile to myself and hug Logan tighter. He was happy I was happy, everything seemed so good! I felt good. I wanted to scream it from the rooftops that I resisted. We could go home and maybe get a dog, or maybe a couple because dogs are just so cute! To bad I'm allergic to cats, otherwise we could get dogs and cats! We could get a golden retriever, a husky, a pug, a lab, a... I fell into a blissful slumber against Logan's warm comforting shoulder.

Romans POV
I finally calm down and manage to pull myself together and walk back to Virgil and I's room. But along the way I hear crying. I of course stop to investigate, I try my best to follow the sound and realized it was twenty or thirty feet from the bench. They had their back turned to me, I could see their slim shoulders shake with sobs. Their beautiful brown hair, with a hint of purple, shaking as well because of how fluffy it was. Wait, that's, " Virgil?" Immediately he stills, I walk slowly towards him. " Ro?" He mumbles out weakly, he looked so weak, so frail and broken. In more ways then one, he was. I teared up and kneeled in front of him, "mi amor, what ails you?" He choked back a sob before muttering, " I wanna cut." It was quick, I almost didn't catch what he said. But I did. I inhaled sharply, "thank you for coming to me. Can I hug you?" I asked because he was shaking so much, I don't think he's having a panic attack, his breathing would be different. He started to cry a bit more and simply nodded his head yes. I didn't hesitate to wrap him in a hug, he hugged back still shaking slightly.

After awhile he didn't stop shaking, which was starting to worry me. Maybe I should take him inside, the birds and other noises may be to much for him. I gently whispered to him the I was wheeling him inside, Virgil reacted by choking back sobs and slowly calming down. I kiss his head before pushing him inside.

We were almost to our room when Virgil muttered, " I need to use the bathroom." I wheeled him in the bathroom and walked out closing the door. I slide down the wall, I pulled my knees up and rested my elbows on them. I ran my hands through my dirty hair, "I need a shower" I mumbled to myself. I thought of all the things I would do once Virgil and I got released. A shower and cuddling Virgil being at the top.

Logan's POV
Patton had fallen asleep and is now sleeping soundly in my arms. He looked so small and innocent. So pure and happy. I started to stroke his hair, he purred and nuzzled into me more. I chuckle and kiss him. He was just to cute, I love this man in my arms so much. He's perfect and beautiful. But for some reason he can't see that. He can't see that he is gorgeous, amazing wonderful, witty, smart, funny, adorable, cute, charming, and talented along with many more adjectives. He's genuinely the best person I have ever met, he makes my day so much better. He's my happiness. He's my everything, my whole world. I would do anything for him. Because I love him. And he loves me and I couldn't be happier. But it's hard to be happy when your happiness absolutely hates himself. It's horrible to watch them hurt. Mentally and physically. I want to help, but I don't know how. And that fact eats me up, I can't help him.

But I can try. That's all I can do, try.

Romans POV
Once Virgil came out of the bathroom we went to our room, he had calmed down a lot. I helped get into bed and then cuddled up next to him, playing with his hair. "why were you crying?" I mumble, he just inhales and and whispers out timidly, " I gave Patton something to eat, he yelled shut up." I went to say something but Virgil quickly continued, "But it wasn't at me it was at his voice in his head. Then we finished and I said I was proud of him." I smiled at him, "He got angry and told me to leave so I started to but my chair jammed or something and I couldn't move. I apologized to him and he shouted shut up." I sigh and hug him. I'll need to talk to Patton.

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What!? I posted?! It's a Christmas miracle! Or maybe because it's Tyler Joseph's birthday today, even though I don't care about that. Love you all!!
And sorry for taking forever! Sorry the ending is a bit rushed!
And sorry it's confusing, with the whole Patton yelling shut up thing.

Tyler I hope you get bananas for your birthday, you cowardly rat.

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