Jax's POV:
I put my head against the door I can't go in there.

"I want my mate Jax! Open the door, break it down I don't care just please..open the door I want Lena and Theo in my arms."

We can't Ghost, we just can't. She needs sometime because what we just did...we should never be forgiven for it. A King only bows down to his Queen and right now I'd do anything I'd beg in front of the whole kingdom.

"Please Jax. Please, please can we see her. Please my heart is breaking!"

We can't Ghost, we'll leave her a note one for her and one for Theo so she knows that we'll wait for her, we'll wait until time stands still ever when it's stops.

I forced my legs to go back to our room and I wrote the letters.

People say you can't see your own heart and soul but I did, I wrote them into those letters.

Tears streamed down my face the whole time as I finished them and then I made the painful walk back to the room. I quietly unlocked the door before leaving the letters by her side.

She looked so sad, tears stained her beautiful face.

Theo shifted against her chest so I gently stroked his head before kissing his forehead.

I turned to caress her cheek before kissing her forehead.

"I love you Lena, I hope you can forgive me baby because your not just my strength your my weakness."

I took a deep breath, it was taking everything in me to walk away right now but I know I have to because she won't forgive me for coming in when she told me she didn't want to see me.

Lena's POV:
I woke up the next morning to Theo shifting, I yawned and sat up with him sitting on my lap.

I reached over and got his injection, although my hands were shaking I managed to inject him without issue. Once I was done I threw away the injection and that's when I came across two letters.

One was addressed to me and the other to Theo.

I took a deep breath before slowly opening the letter addressed to me. My hand was shaking as I held the letter and held onto Theo.

'My love,
Lena baby, I love you; from that moment you walked into my life I knew. Baby I am a fool, I pushed you away. I snapped, I growled and I said things I didn't mean. Lena you know more than many, you've lived through more than some people have and you have more love and kindness in the palm of your hand then people have in their whole body and that's the truth baby. Look my love your not just my mate or my soul, your my life. I know I have made mistakes, I hurt you baby when I went back to our room and you weren't there it was like I couldn't breath, I felt like I was dying without you. I don't see the point of anything without you in my life because baby you are my life. You've given me all the strength in the world baby and your my weakness but I won't have it any other way. A King only bows down to his Queen and right now I'd do anything for you, I'd beg in front of the whole kingdom just to hold you in my arms again my love. I love you Lena, you hold my life in your hands baby. Your family is my family like mine is yours and I've excepted that baby your dad and Charlie are apart of the pack now baby because I'd do anything to make you smile baby because without you my life has no meaning your more than just my mate, your my heart, my soul, my Luna, my Queen and my life.
I love you Lena, love your Jax Xxx.'

I wiped my tears before placing the letter down and opening Theo's letter.

'My prince,
Theo your too young to understand this but I know your mom does and when your older you can read it for yourself but anyway, your my world Phoenix. Your my son and I love you more than my whole kingdom for you and your mom I'd give up my throne and Alpha title just to be with you and your mom. I will always be here and with you Theo because your my first born. I can't tell you how much you mean to me because I wouldn't be able to. You are a blessing Theo, you've made me the richest man alive and I hope when your older I'm your hero because your my world and I'll protect you with my life just like your mom and I hope when your older you'll find a Queen just like your mom because without her Theo we both wouldn't be together because she's my life and your my world without either one of you I'm nothing. When you find your Queen you have to treat her right son because if you don't you'll lose her son and you can't lose your life because you won't have your world which is your first born so remember Theo I love you, I love you son more than anything in the world but your mom has my life but I'd give my life for both of you. Never forget who you are son you are Phoenix Jack Young, your my son, my prince and my world.
I love you Theo, love your dad Xxx.'

I had tears in my eyes as I read it aloud to Theo he even had tears in his eyes but I do not think he understood a word.

"Your daddy really has a way with words Theo."

I don't want us to fight anymore, I can't bear it. I picked Theo up gently and ran to find Jax. I followed his scent to our room and he was on his knees crying his eyes out.

"Jax? Angel?"

He looked up at me and crawled towards me still on his knees and held onto my waist with his head buried in my stomach.

"I'm down on my knee baby, I'll bow down to you because I know I don't deserve your forgiveness but I'd do anything baby. I love you Lena, I'm so sorry."

I went down on my knees and rested my head against his with Theo still in my arms.

"I love you too Jax, I know you didn't mean it Angel. I forgive you Jax because a Queen will always protect their King. You give me strength Jax and your my weakness too. Those letters where so beautiful Jax. I love you."

I whispered kissing his lips and he kissed mine. I slowly placed Theo in his arms and Jax held us both in his arms.

"I love you baby so damn much and I love you Theo. My life and my world."