I felt the cold steal slide into my body sending unimaginable pain through me. I looked up into those blue eyes and saw the coldness in them. I fell to the floor, Merlin standing over me, Arthur dying by my side. I looked up at the man I once called my friend and wondered back to how we got here. He had magic, he knew how I was suffering yet he didn’t help, why? When I was afraid and confused he poisoned me, why? I can hear Arthur’s heavy breathing beside me and know he has not long left either. I think back to Camelot, Uther never told me I was his daughter, and that Arthur and I were siblings, why? My life was a lie, my friends wanted me dead, and everywhere I looked my life was falling apart. Living alone and afraid, everyday fearing someone will discover you, knowing everyday could so easily be your last, nobody to turn to, nobody to hold your hand. Then when you finally think you have done it, when you finally think things will get better, they plummet to a whole new low. My sister dead, living in a hovel just waiting for my chance that never seemed to come. Spending my days and nights hidden away in the darkness, completely alone, battling myself, unsure of my own purpose, all I knew was my hatred, my fear. But I never stopped wishing, wishing for those days back in Camelot, before magic, before secrets, before everything fell apart.

Suddenly something struck me, Aithusa. If I died what would happen to her? I suddenly began to panic, I loved Aithusa as if she was my child, she had been the only one to show me kindness and friendship in years and I loved her. I couldn’t leave Aithusa alone, with nobody to protect her; I couldn’t bear the thought of Aithusa being locked up and hurt again. 

My vision began to blur and I knew this was it. I looked up at Merlin and my hate seemed to be gone, I realised how much I wanted his friendship, how much I wanted Gwen and Arthur’s friendship, and how much I had messed up. I felt tears prick my eyes as I tried to speak; i wanted to tell them, tell them I was wrong, tell them I missed them, tell them I was sorry. But I never got the chance for Merlin butted in. “Goodbye Morgana.” He said his voice filled with spite. I felt myself chock on my words, as darkness invaded my mind his words spinning around in my head. And then my vision went black, I could feel my body shutting down. I whispered a sorry to Aithusa as I took my last breath, and with that I let the darkness swamp me, Merlin’s words still ringing in my ears and just then, in the last fleeting second I found it, one word, the one word that sums me up completely; why.  

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So there we have it! I know its very short but oh well! Hope u liked it anyway! Please vote and comment! It would mean the world to me! Oh and i have attachted another of my vids! :) Also Please check out my other Merlin Fanfics! (Reflections in Ice and the sequal The Glass Princess are the best.) Thanks so much for reading! Your all amazing! :)

                                                            HazelJ :)