"Welcome to my world. Where everyone I ever need always ends up leaving me alone.

Another lesson burned, and I'm drowning in the ashes.
Kicking.
Screaming."
-Sick Puppies

Y/N: your name
L/N: Last Name
B/N: brothers name
S/N: ship name

(You guys already know but I'll add them if there are any new ones.)
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~Y/N's P.O.V~

It's night right now and since my brothers house is close to the park I decided to go take a stroll. Ein wanted to come with and i let him.

We were walking and we were about to go to the bridge until we saw a cop talking to someone.

I glanced at the person in front of him and i couldn't believe that it was Aph.

I didn't want to get involved so I told Ein to just avoid it and we detour it.

We sat on a bench and i just had my elbows on my knees and my head on my hands. Ein was rubbing my back. "Have you figured out what you're going to say at the funeral next week?"

What am i going to say? I can't let anyone know about the funeral, none of my friends. No one.

"We should head back Y/N, it's getting really late and we have school tomorrow."

I sighed and we started walking back.

We made it home. B/N asked us why we left without permission and that he was worried.

I ignored him and went up to my room.

I went on my bed and i heard my phone ring. I look at the caller ID and it was Garroth. I answered.

Y-you G-Garroth

Y- hello?

G- hey Y/N, it's about time you answer your phone

Y- sorry, been busy

G- why have you been so distant?

Y- it's nothing, don't worry about it

G- then how come every time Laurence goes over your house you're not there?

Y- u-u-uhhh you see I'm staying at my brothers, my dad is uh still in the hospital

G- oh ok, then can i visit you?

Y- it's late Garroth, we have school. Maybe tomorrow we'll walk to my brother's

G- I'd like that, goodnight baby

Y- goodnight Garroth

G- you were supposed to call me babe

Y- you have to earn it first, buh bye

I hanged up and put my phone on my counter next to my bed. I couldn't sleep again.

~time skip~

~Third P.O.V~

Gene went up to his friends after Aphmau told him not to control her anymore.

Sasha was sitting down and Zenix was tagging the wall. "So we can't control her anymore?" Sasha asked.

"No but i still have this picture on my phone and as long as I have that we dont have to go about this a different way." Gene said as he took out his phone.

Aaron walked up to him and dropped his phone from his hand and broke it with his foot. "What the?! That was my pgone!"

Aaron turned around with his hands in his pockets. "Really? Huh, looks like trash now."

Gene picked up the remainings of his phone. "You'll pay for that!"

"Its your fault for leaving it where someone could step on it."

"You're so lucky, I'm not in the mood to deal with you right now."

"Call someone who cares, oh wait... you can't." Aaron walked away but then stopped without looking back and said, "if you even dare hurt my cousin more than she already is, you'll be dealing with me." And he continued to walk.

"Are we just gonna let him-" Gene cut of Zenix, "patience Zenix. We'll show him not to mess with us in time."

~next school day~

~Y/N's P.O.V~

I'm in werewolf class right now, sitting next to Aaron with my elbow on the table and my chin resting on my hand just looking out the window. I wasn't really paying attention in class, i have a werewolf cousin I can just ask him everything.

My thoughts were cut off when the bell rang. I quickly got off my seat and left the class.

Aphmau told me to stay with her to go with her to her house. She was forcing me in a way so i stayed. Aaron finally asked her on the homework, which I'll ask Ein to do.

In the corner of my eye I saw a freshman with Pink hair, ears and tail just jumping as she was excitedly looking at Aph.

"Excuse me but are you Aphmau?" The Meif'wa said.

Aph gave me a confused look before turning back to her. "Yes i am? Huh? Hey! You're that Meif'wa girl in my homeroom! Uh, Kawaii-chan right?"

"Yup that's me! Kawaii-chan is really sorry to bother you. But Kawaii-chan was wondering.... is this invitation for Kawaii-chan, she found it on her desk."

Aph looked worried. "W-wait, that was your desk?! I-I meant to put it on Nicole's."

"K-Kawaii-chan just wanted to say, th-thank you so much for inviting Kawaii-chan to a slumber party. K-Kawaii-chan has never been to one!"

"Really?"

"Really! Ohh, this is so exciting! Kawaii-chan didn't think thay Aphmau-Chan noticed her... Kawaii-chan doesn't really have many friends, so she's excited that someone invited her to something!"

Wow, she uses a lot of Third Person. I didn't even know Aph was having a slumber party. Never been to one actually. Guess I never will.

"Katelyn is going to kill me! That invite was for Nicole. Oh well, maybe Kawaii-chan will turn out to be a cool friend to have! Right Y/N? Oh shoot I forgot to give you your invite."

She took off her backpack and placed it on the floor and started looking through it. She yelled victoriously when she found it. She took out a pink envelope and inside was the invite. Well, it's magenta.

"Uh, thanks... I guess."

So much for never going, B/N always checks my backpack to see my work and if he sees this he'll make me go. Ughhh i hate him sometimes.

~time skip~

I'm walking from Aph's place to get stuff ready. I promised her i would go just so she would stop bothering me.

I unlocked the door and i see B/N with his arms folded and an angry look on his face. I sighed and closed the door behind me. I threw my backpack behind the couch and walked up the stairs. I took out the invitation and threw it at him. He caught it in time and looked it over.

He grew a large grin and hugged me. "Oh my baby sister is finally going to her first sleep over!!"

I pushed him off of me and went up the stairs. I bumped into Ein. "Hey Ein do me a favor and do my werewolf class homework."

He sighed and took his hand out. I placed my backpack in his hand and walked into my room.

I grabbed the stuff i needed for the sleepover. I honestly didn't want to go, i just wanted to lay in bed most of the time to cry.

I got my bag and walked downstairs. B/N was there waiting for me and he grabbed the car keys and yelled, "Ein! I'll be back! I'm dropping off your cousin!"

"Okay!"

Is he seriously dropping me off? I swear if it's because he wants to talk to Aph's mom it'll ruin everything on me keeping my dad's death a secret.

We got in the car and we drove to Aph's house.

We got to Aph's house and i quickly got out of the car. I walked down the drive way, sighed and rang the door bell.

I heard screams from the inside and saw Aph open it. "Hey Y/N! Glad you can make it!"

I smiled, i turned around and waved at B/N. He rolled down the window, "Hey! Make sure to call me when it's over you hear me?"

I rolled my eyes and went inside. Aph took me up to her room and i saw Lucinda, Teony, Katelyn, and Kawaii-chan.

We sat in a circle on the floor with me sitting in between Pay and Katelyn.

Lucinda spoke, "so Aphmau, what do you have planned for tonight?"

"Well, i was thinking we could watch a movie! Have you girls seen Midnight?"

"Aphmau... darling..what rock have you been living under? You poor thing.. everyone here has seen Midnight."

I zoned out to most of their conversation. I saw Katelyn close the window. Oh no, it's gossip time. I wasn't interested until Lucinda brought up Ivy.

"Did you see her all over Garroth the other day?"

Aphmau got nervous at the name of Garroth.

Katelyn started talking, "she's so pathetic. She also gets under my skin too. The way she acts. Plus she hates Y/N's guts! And it's only because Garroth talks to Y/N."

"For once i can agree with you there Katelyn. I remember Y/N got detention in the first week of school cause of Ivy."

"B-But Garroth-kun is a total hottie!" Kawaii-chan said. Or yelled it out.

"You can say that again... and so is Laurence. Y/N, how did you guys become friends again?"

I looked at Lucinda with an unamused face. "His dad knows my dad since they were in high school."

"I'm surprised you guys never even developed feelings for each other." Teony said.

"Well i see him more as a brother than a boyfriend. To be honest i never once thought about dating him. Nor do i plan to."

"Wow, never knew you guys are so close, even now you guys are." Lucinda says.

"Its a good thing Laurence doesn't flirt with you. Garroth is the problem here. He goes all over Y/N, even on the first day of school he was drooling over her." Katelyn pouted.

"Ooooohhh I ship Y/N-senpia and Garroth-kun!"

I looked at her confusingly. "Ship?"

"Its a thing where you want a person and another person to become a thing." Aphmau explained.

My eyes widened to realize that Kawaii-chan wants me with Garroth! What the actual living hell! "Kawaii-chan! What the hell! Why him of all guys?!"

"Because Kawaii-chan finds Garroth-kun and Y/N-senpia really cute together!"

"There is no way in hell that i would ever date Garroth!"

Lucinda smirked at me, "do you like him?"

"Yeah of course, he's a good friend."

Lucinda smirk grew. "Oh Y/N sweetheart, thats obviously not what i meant."

Oh...do I actually like him in that way? I couldn't answer that question.

"The fact that she's not answering means that she does~" dammit Lucinda, you sneaky little witch!

"You like Garroth?!" Aphmau yelled/asked in my ear.

"Aph, I'm right next to you! You dont have to yell. And fine I'll admit it, i do like him."

They all started squealing like mice on crack or something. I think I'm deaf now.

"My shiiiiiiiip!!!!!"

"Oh my Irene Y/N! Since when?!" Lucinda asked.

"I honestly dont know, but i need to tell you guys something but you guys have to promise me to not say a word to anyone else, got it?"

They all nodded quickly. I crossed my arms and sighed. "Me and Garroth kissed..."

Once again the girls yelled louder than Ein's howl. Katelyn was the only one not scream and Aphmau just didn't show any signs of emotion.

"When, where, and how?!" Lucinda and Teony asked.

I knew that if I didn't tell them they would bother me until i say it.

~flashback~

I walked up the stairs and walked up to Garroth's door. I knocked. "Hey its Y/N, I'm coming in." When i opened the door i saw Garroth shirtless on his bed just throwing his baseball that i gave him in the air.

I slowly came inside and closed the door and sat down on his chair.

It was quiet and awkward. I got up from the chair and sat next to him on his bed. I know when he feels down, so when he does i play with his hair to make him feel more relaxed. But when i was about to he pushed my hand away.

I don't know why but i felt like my heart just shattered to a million pieces. He always likes it when i do that.

He moved his body to the opposite way to not look at me. I was getting mad and i got up and walked to the other side of his bed. "Garroth, what's your problem?" I say as i cross my arms.

Garroth sighed, got up from his bed and walked toward me. Once he was in front of me he pinned me to his bed.

"Ga-garroth, what are you doing?" I say as i try to get released from his grip but for some reason he was holding me down pretty strongly.

He got my arms and put them above my head and he was holding my both wrist with one hand.

"Garroth let go!"

Garroth put his unused hand on my cheek and started caressing it. Rubbing his thumb a little bit under my eyes.

I don't know what to do. His face was coming closer to my face. He was just a few inches aaay from my lips. We looked into each others eyes not looking away. Why am i letring myself do this? He's my best friend, i can't kiss him, and Aphmau likes him, i may be a bitch but not in that way.

Next thing i know....he was kissing me.

~flackback over~

"And then?! What did he do after the kiss?" Lucinda was the most happiest one here.

"He told me he loved me." When i said that i remembered what happened a moment after that. My dad.... I felt my throat have a bump. I wanted to cry. "I'm I have to use the restroom."

I stood up and walked to the restroom. I went inside and locked it. I had looked at the mirror with tears slowly coming out of my eyes.

I miss you dad.... if only you were here to drop me off my first sleepover.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pajama pocket. I took it out and saw an unknown number. I answered it. "Hello?"

A- hey it's Aaron, is this Y/N L/N?

Y- Aaron? As in, Aaron Lyken?

A- yes, hey I called you cause i heard what happened to your dad

Y- oh...

A- I'm sorry

Y- it's whatever, just don't tell anyone at all, this stays between you and me, promise? 

A- promise

Y- alright well... i got to go

I hanged up and put the phone back in my pocket.

If only i got to see dad one more time. Just... one more time...

When do you think Y/N Is going to tell everyone about her dad? Aaron knows but is he willing to keep his promise and not tell anyone about it? Is Garroth going to ask you out anytime soon? Well i can't answer those questions yet, but vote and comment! Oh and sorry about the depressing quotes. Love you pancakes 💚