(Virgils POV)

I can't believe this is happening to me. The one person who was being nice to me, is working with my bully now!

"Ugh, look it's the anorexic freak!" Roman yelled, laughing. "Yeah, I hate him!" Destiny said, coldly (Destiny is the bully). They walked up to me and shouted, "WORTHLESS" in my face. "I know, I call myself that everyday." I said walking away with double birds in the air.

I pretended that it didn't bug me that another human called me worthless. I wondered what Destiny did to make Roman join her but, like, who wouldn't join her? I am worthless, so...

As I was walking down the school hallway I felt someone grab my hand and yank it, nearly opening my cuts. It was Roman... "I hate you! Everybody does" Roman screeched. He is probably angry that I didn't look like I felt bad that he called me worthless. "Heh, the thing is, no one can hate me as much as I do, Princey." I said walking away again, rubbing the arm he yanked.

As I was walking away I took a glance at Roman and he was blushing and he looked angry. I rolled my eyes and kept moving.

I walked up to the roof and leaned against the railing. So beautiful- the view. I wish I didn't have to be here, but I am. "You are pathetic." Destiny said. "I knooow~" I responded. "Let me make things easier for you." She said, grabbing my shoulders and pushing me harder against the railing, "Buh-byeee~" she said, shoving me off the roof.

I finally snapped out of it and realized I was falling. Falling. Falling. FALLING! "AHHHH-" I screamed. Then I hit the ground.

As soon as I hit the ground I woke up from my day-dream, still screaming as I jumped out of my chair IN THE
MIDDLE OF A SCHOOL CLASS! Since I was sitting in the back of the class, I backed up to the wall, still screaming, with my eyes pierced shut.

My teacher ran over to me, screaming, "Virgil, what's going on here?! Are you okay?!" Oh my gosh I could just hear the judgmental whispers of my classmates. My teacher grabbed my shoulders, "Breathe, Virgil, breathe..." she said, pulling me into a hug.

Mrs. Anderson always cared about me, although, I don't know why. No one should care about me, as my parents always say. She probably knows what I go through, or had panic attacks when she was my age.

"Open your eyes honey..." Mrs. Anderson said, sweetly. As I opened my eyes I saw some people glaring at me, and some smiling at me. But no one except Mrs. Anderson was smiling a, " it's okay, Virge" smile. Oh no no no, they were smiling a "Yes! The loser stopped class! No more work!" smile. The people glaring were like, "Ugh, the anorexic freak is causing a disruption again!" This is why I hate high school!

Everything was a blur as Mrs. Anderson pulled me into the hallway to talk. "Virgil, dear, are you okay?" Mrs. Anderson asked. "I- ah- e-eh- uh- n-no.." I muttered. "What happened?" She asked. 'Oh god' I thought. The worst thing ever is having to explain to your teacher why you jumped out of your chair screaming like you butt is on fire in the middle of class.

"I- I my dream a-and Roman and then D-Destiny a-nd shove and fall. Falling. Falling. FALLING!" I said, with my hands on the sides of my head and my eyes shut again. My breathing was fast and raggedy and my head was spinning.

"Virgil, Virgil! Please calm down! It's probably not as bad as you think, okay? It was just a dream! I'm here... tell me what happened calmly, okay?" Mrs. Anderson spoke, trying to calm me.

It wasn't as bad as I think. I am scared of everything though, so it seemed like I was dying.

I took a deep breath and spoke. I told her about my dream and how it affected me. She looked worried, but before she could say anything, Destiny walked out if the classroom and said, "Wow, the anorexic loser had a bad dream, hah- what a baby!"

Tears stung my eyes. I can't do this anymore. I can't live. Life sucks and everyone makes it worse. "Destiny! That is unexeptable!" Mrs. Anderson shouted. "But s-she's right.." I said, shaking. "What do you mea-" Mrs. Anderson got cut off by Destiny. "He means that he is and anorexic loser and he is a lil' baby!"

"Oh dear-" Mrs Anderson said, about to pull me into a hug, but couldn't because I took off running. I didn't care if I ran into a wall or something. I let the tears flow. I let it all happen.

As I was running I bumped into a human and fell over. But, I heard two body's hit the floor, "Ugh, god, I'm sorry" I muttered, getting up. I opened my eyes and saw a person with a blue shirt and a gray kitty cardigan. 'Oh god' I thought, 'thats one of Romans friends'. "Oof, it's okay, kiddo." He said warmly, getting up.

"Are you okay?" He asked, looking at my tears. "Y-yes" I said quickly, pulling up my hoodie. "Are you sure?" He asked. "Yes." I said, wiping my tears from my face.

"Oh look, the anorexic freak thinks he can run away!" Destiny shouted, running up to me. "God!" I muttered, sprinting away again, "hmm?" I heard the kitty cardigan guy say.

As I was running my tears caught up to me. I was crying again. As I was running I almost bumped into Roman, but I dodged him, turned a corner, and pressed my back against it. Breathing heavily, I rested my hands in my knees, still standing, "Goodness" I sighed out.

"What... are you doing?" Roman asked. "R-running away f-from Destiny." I said pulling up my hoodie- since it fell off while I was running, and wiping my tears.

'Stop crying!' I thought, mentally punching myself. "Why?" Roman asked. "Why do you need to know everything?!" I snapped. "I-I'm worried about you....you've been so..off lately..." he said.

I felt a spark of... something in my heart, but I ignored it. It's probably just.... surprise? "Ah, I see now" I said sarcastically. "Why don't you want me to help you?" He asked. "I-I don't need help.." I lied quickly. He sighed, "Okay".

'What are you doing?! Stop socializing! Go!' My mind screeched at me. So I kept running, obeying my mind. Roman looked surprised as I abruptly left. Destiny saw me, and came running after me. That was fine, she could just witness what I'm doing. Roman saw her and, knowing her , came along, too probably trying  to stop her. I guess my dream was just a dream. I guess he doesn't hate me, well for right now anyway.

I ran up to the top of the school- the roof. People are aloud to go up there for lunch or to do homework. For example, one time the teacher told us to turn a few numbers into letters, like how you decode 8,9 it will be "Hi", I used my favorite word: 19 21 9 3 9 4 5. (If you don't get it, it is basically like how A is 1 and B is 2) Or we could go up there to relax. But what I was going to do was not any of those.

My head was spinning as I ran across the roof, ready, but then I felt like I was  going to pass out. I stumbled backwards and I saw two blurs, one was screaming, " Careful, you will fall!" and the other was screaming, "No, no, do fall!" must be Roman and Destiny. I knew I was near the edge of the roof and I could fall, but I didn't care.

But then, I tripped over something and fell. I couldn't see anything but blurs as I fell to the ground. I felt gashes in my head and it ached. I could hear....Roman..I think yelling, "Virgil!" In a panicked voice before I blacked out.

I woke up in the nurses office feeling like *unholy word not for children*. "Ahh, god, my...head" I mumbled, sitting up. "Ah- ah- ah Virgil, you lie right back down" Roman said. "Mmmm?" I asked. "You hurt yourself" he said.

But then I realized that I wasn't hungry. Oh no, no, no!!! "Did the nurse feed me?!" I practically yelled. "Yeeeeeeees? She said you haven't eaten in a while." He responded.

I almost screamed because I didn't want food, but stopped myself. I can't yell anymore or the nurse will come in and make me sleep or some crap like that.

"Roman.." I said. "Yeah?" He asked. "Did I fall off the roof?" I asked. "No, you just fell and hit your head on that stone thingy on the roof" he responded, casually.

Well...it's my time..."Okay" I said. I looked around and the room, then ince I realized that the coast was clear, I gotup and sped for the door. "I- Virgil?!" Roman asked, surprised, getting up.

I opened the door and ran. I need to do what I should have done a long time ago. I need to do what I was going to do earlier, if I wouldn't have fallen, it would've been done already.

Since there is a nurses office on every floor (except the roof of course) I was right underneath the roof, with Roman hot on my tail. I opened the door to the roof and closed it. I ran as fast as I could to the other side if the roof. I noticed that a lot of people were on the roof. A lot of people would see me do this.

When I got there I put my hands on the railing, pulled myself up, and sat on the railing. For once in my life I was afraid of nothing. Just to think that it will all be over soon.

I took one more look at the view. "Virgil don't!" Roman yelled, running up to me. Him yelling caused a lot of people to look at us because he is the popular kid. A lot of people got up to look at what was going on, some people looked worried, some people looked like they knew what I was doing.

When Roman caught up to me, I jumped, I let go, I gave up, hoping to end it all. But then... someone did something unexpected.

            They grabbed my hand
            and pulled me back up.

Hello, Author here! Omg it took me forever to write all this down and type it! Like, 1786 words?! Lol thank you to anyone who is reading this.

And if you are confused, this is what is happening in the present. The next few chapter will be what happened to Virgil in the past and after that it will carry on from this chapter to what happened after someone pulled Virgil up from his death.

Also, no one helped me make this fan fiction, it was my idea. My other fan fiction is the one my sister thought was nice.

If you have any questions please comment. I want to know if anyone is confused with my plot...

But I guess thats all so... Byeeeeee my darlings!😊❤️❤️