Natsu pov
I been here for 2 weeks and i like Lucy a lot better than my old place i know i have had some moment i don't like that i don't like that I'm still scared but at the same time i feel so much safer when I'm near her but then again the old people were nice around Christmas

"Wake wake Natsu"
I can her lucy said waking me fully up

I look at Lucy she looks pretty even know she probably just woke up in wonder how anyone can be so beautiful

"Do you what today is"
She asked

Well considering yesterday Christmas eve then I think it Christmas but I don't want to say something like that because when I did I was hurt

"No"
I say

"It Christmas"

"Christmas"
I whispered in under his breath
"I always loved Christmas"
I say happier

I'm trying to sound cheerful I really I'm I hope it working

"What did you normally do on Christmas if you don't mind me asking"
She asked with considering

Why is she consider to ask that question

"I did get a present in some ways it was nice"

My present was that there nice for 2 weeks during Christmas and the new year because it was my birthday
I like it because I kinda felt like a normal kid I was allowed to eat whatever i want and I wasn't lock in my room i was allowed to watch TV I know it kinda silly but I like the little kid show I'm not that smart I never been to school so the reason I know I how to count and spell some word and etc is for those show

"Oh okay well I got you a present"

"You didn't have too"
I say
She really didn't have to get me a present I also felt bad for not getting her one

"No, it fine because I want too"
She said with a smile

I copy her smile
I think that what she wants
I like her smile is so beautiful just like the person she is in know me isn't anything compared to hers

She gets the present from the ground next to her feet
And hand it to me

I study it and grad i open it
And study the white scarf with a black line

"Its a scarf do you like it"

I know it a scarf I love it if really do she doesn't know how much this means to me it mine too I can finally have something that my own I'm so happy I really love this scarf

I feel tear in my eyes

"Do you need help put it on"

She asked me

Is it bad that I don't want her help

She touches my hand
"It okay to ask for help"

I look at her

She takes the scarf and put it around my neck
I tug the scarf a lit but some of it over his mouth

"It warm I like it"
I say in the scarf

I feel like a different person more confident person in This scarf

She gave an another of her bigger smile

"Do you like pancakes"

I nod my head yes

"Okay my mom and I made you some"

"Thank you"

After we eat pancakes and I went to the background and laid in the grass

Even though it cold I love to lay out in the grass is love all of the free air

Lucy came sitting next to me

"So when your birthday "

She asked

"January 1 st"

"Okay so your birthday up pretty soon then huh"

"Yah"

"How is old will you be"

"I think 17"

I'm really not sure how old I'll be in just think 16 because that what I put on the job application

"We're going to the same age you could join my school my mom is a superintendent"

She really won't mind if I came to her school but if that when she turned mean and laugh you really think your smart enough for school well i don't want to break your heart but your not I hear the lady say I remember when she said that I was 6 and I watch a TV school about school and it looks so cool

"You don't have to join my school if you don't want to"

"I want to go to school"

I really really do

"Okay I'm going to work you want anything when I came back"

I don't want to buy her with the thing I need

"Okay bye"

Bye
I say in my head