Natsu pov
*Natsu dream*
(5-year-old Natsu)

I look the window I'm too short to reach it but I want to see what outside I know there a sunny and the sky but what else I need something so I can be taller

Oh I know the thing mommy use

I shake me my head

I mean the thing the lady use when she trying to get taller

But where is it

Oh I know it at the place we eat the kitchen I think

I know the lady told me not to open this door but I want to see outside

I open the door
And I hear talking

I see the man talking to someone
The person kinda look like they could be my mommy her face looks like the one in my dreams the one who things are okay

The person who took Natsu: it really been 5 years since Natsu went missing

Natsu mom: yes and last week was his birthday
She cries

The person who took Natsu: do you think he alive

Natsu mom: I'm not sure I feel like he is and he hurt but at the same time no but why would someone even take every take he was only a baby

The person who took Natsu: I don't know why would someone take Natsu

I feel someone tap my shoulder at the end of that sentence

I turn around and see the lady

She looks mad at me
She takes me by the arm and dragged me to my room

"What were you doing out of your room"
I put my head down

"What were you doing out of your room"
This time she says with a voice full of anger
I put my head down as I could

She me up from my chin making me look at her
"What were you doing out of your room"

"I...I...was..try...in...to get....something so i..can....look....out....there"
I point to the window

I fell a slap

"And what did I tell you about looking out there"

"I...i...can't"

"So why were you"

"I..i...want...to....see...what...outside...it...looks...so...pretty"

I feel another slap making me land on the ground
"I'll finish with you later"

She leaves closing the door

I go run to the closet I'm scared

I stay in the empty closet imagining that I'm somewhere else

The closet door ripped open
I notice the man and lady standing at the door

I stand up and walk out the closet

I only do so because if I don't they'll lift me up by my hair if I don't

I stand in front of the man and the lady and they just look at

I gulp

The man punches my stomach till I fell

"Are you allowed to come out of your room"
The lady asked

"No"
I say holding onto my stomach

"Why did you think you"
She says

"I don't know"
I cry a little

"Why don't you know"

"I don't know"

"Well it probably because you're not smart enough"

"I don't know" is what I said because I don't I really don't I'm scared is all I know why did I want to see outside it just blue and yellow right nothing else but that I see so I don't know I don't know i...I don't know anything and I never will because

"You're so stupid"
The lady says

"Yes"

"You see that why we don't let you go school or leave this house is because people will just make fun of for how stupid you"

"Yes"

"We still have to give you a punishment for going out"
The man says

" that we definitely do"
The lady says

The lady pick me by my shirt and dropping on my bed

I lay myself face to the mattresses

The takes off his belt the ladies take it

This what there normally do so this how-how now what going on

She hit.....I scream......she hit again......I scream.....she hits again....I'm silent....she hits.....I bite my tongue from screaming again.....she hits......I cry.....she does one last final blow leaving me closing the door

The man still in the room I can hear breathing looking at me

Then he goes away

I lay here as I crying

🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙🐙

I wake up and I see Lucy she looks at me and says "It okay Natsu you don't live there anymore" softly as possible

I turn my head to look at the wall
Did I have a nightmare and does she care that I actually nightmare no she want to find out so she can hurt me so she does what the lady and man did

I turn it back around to look at Lucy she might be mad that I turn my head

"Okay I'm going to go now"
She says

She not mad but what if she thinks I want her to leave because I don't I want here to stay every though I'm scared of her I still feel so safe with her

"No, can you stay"
I say so can stay

It a good thing she doesn't know this what I want because if she did I don't think she would be sitting on the floor right now I think she would leave and just back to bed

I move back in the bed so she lay next to me I think I'll feel safer if she laying next to me
"You can sleep here if you want"
I say hoping she will

She comes and lays next to me I guess I'm right I do feel safer that she next to me I don't know why but I got a spark in my heart I love this feeling I feel so safe

I turn my face back to the wall so she can't have some room not that it gave anymore but for some reason, I feel like she would like it better if I cuddle with her I don't trust this feeling and just go back to bed