TW: Self deleteus thoughts, Sh

(Romans POV)

We got to my room Remus agreed to sleep in the guest bedroom so Logan would have a place to sleep cause dad was persistent on us not sleeping in the same bed Adhara agreed to sleep in the living room with mom who said and I quote 'Itll be like a fun little girls night! We can watch movies play dress up and make sweets!' Yeah- my moms really a sucker for kids-

"Ro?" I was snapped back into present time when I felt Logan's arms wrap around me and his head rest on my shoulder I turned my head to side slightly to look at him "is something wrong?"

"Hmmm? No I was just thinking a bit" I smile and he kisses my cheek and let go of me ruffling my hair a bit before going to his bag to take out some pajamas

"Alright well I'm gonna go change I'll be right back" he went to the bathroom connected to my room while he was in there I decided to change into my pajamas which consisted of a red t-shirt that was two sizes too big for me and some fluffy black sweatpants not long after I was done Logan can out of the bathroom

"I'm tired" I say in a slight whiny voice

"Then go to sleep Ro" I go over and hug him I look up at him my chin placed on his chest he sighed and picked me up which frightened me a bit- he carried me to my bed and sat me down

"Hey I wanted to stay hugging you a little longer" I said frowning

"Well I'll stay here till you go to sleep but then I'm going to sleep as well okay?" Logan sat up against the headboard of my bed and went on his phone I wrapped my arms around him and basically used him as a pillow after a few minutes I fall asleep

(Logan's POV)

It doesn't take long until I hear Romans breathing even out and his hug around me loosen only slightly I look down at him and move his hair away from his face "Goodnight Ro I love you" I say with a small smile soon the door opens and I look over to see Remus in the doorway

"Is Ro already asleep?" He asks kind of shocked I nod my head slightly "usually it takes hours to get him to sleep- I guess there's something special about you"

"You think so?" I ask looking down at Roman again I hear the faint click of the door closing and soon Remus sits down on the floor

"It's not as much of think rather than a know...Roman has never been this happy..."

"Oh?" I look at Remus slightly intrigued

"He's had partners before who made him smile then left him for no fucking reason like one left because Ro made a simple mistake.... One of them accused him of cheated, one was so toxic that he treated to harm himself if Ro left he's spent nights and weeks crying over people who couldn't care less about him...as a brother that shit hurts me too cause he didn't deserve that..." I sat in silence

"And then" A smile appeared on Remus' face "When the teacher first introduced that stupid project Ro was so skeptical of you but after about a month I could tell he was falling hard for you..."

"Hmm...I hadn't noticed I thought he just saw me as a friend"

"I mean I guess that's fair, Ro likes to hide his emotions from anyone and everyone" Remus scooted closer to the bed "can I tell you something that Ro would kill me if he knew I told you?"

"Only if you want to" I said looking at Remus

"Roman has struggled with a long string of suicidal thoughts in the past and sometimes even tried to act on those thoughts and since he's met you...he's actually acted like he wants to live...not for himself but for you...he wants to live so he can stay with you and see what kind a brilliant person you become..."

"I- if I ever hurt him in anyway shape or form I would never be able to live with myself I know he's gonna be an amazing person when he grows up and I want him to stay here long enough to see that he does have a purpose here and he deserves every single good thing that happens to him...he's my world and he makes every single day better for me... I love him so much that it's unbelievable...I've never ever felt this way for someone before, if something where to happen that caused him to hurt extremely I feel like my heart would completely shatter...." I didn't mean to but looks like I just poured my heart out-

"You know what, you just go to sleep there I'll wake you two up in the morning so dad doesn't see and get mad" I smile at Remus who gets up and walks out of the room closing the door again

I slide down on the bed and move Ro to where his head was laying on my chest I close my eyes and slowly drift away to sleep

(Romans POV)

I open my eyes slightly to a bright room I look down and see myself in a white tuxedo which a red tie 'what is happening?' Remus bursts in the room

"ROMAN ARE YOU READY?!"

"For???" He looked taken aback

"Stupid it's yours and Logan's wedding day" my face heated up bright red

'WHAT?!'

"Oh right yeah sorry im a bit out of it weddings are a big deal you know" I say nervously Remus nodded a bit

"Well come on I get to walk you down the aisle cause dad would come cause he's in a business trip" Me and Remus locked arms while he walked me down the aisle when I got down there I saw Logan standing in a black suit looking a bit older than I remember

"You look nervous" Remus whispered to me

"No shut doofus I'm getting married" I said looking over at my brother when I got up there Remus went and sat in his seat and I looked at Logan who then made eye contact with me I zoned out for a bit looking into him eyes and was brought back when I heard

"Roman prince do you take this man to be yours in sickness and in health?" I looked at minister while he spoke then looked back at Logan and said

"I do" the same thing was asked to Logan the same question Logan looked at me for a second

"I don't..." tears fall from my eyes and before I know it I feel like I'm being woken up

I open my eyes which meets with a concerned pair of eyes above me "Ro are you alright?" I brought my hand up to my face and felt tears rolling down my cheeks

"Oh...yeah I'm fine it was just a bad dream is all..." I thought for a second "Lo...you'd never leave me over something stupid right?"

"Ro I'll never leave you period I don't think you know just how much you mean to me like you are my absolute everything even if you do the stupidest things I'll never leave your side alright?" I smile and kiss him he kissed back soon he pulled away

"Okay..." I kept my arms around him tightly "what time is it?"

"It's five in the morning"

"Oh- I'm sorry I woke you up please go back to sleep"

"No no it's alright I'm gonna stay up with you until you feel better" I smile and look at him

"Alright... am we watch the corpse bride? It makes me feel better" he smiles a bit

"Yeah okay"