Tw: Slight spoilers for Ouran High School Host Club

(Logan's POV)

"Okay what do you guys want to do after we eat?" Remus asked looking at Roman and I

"Can we watch an Anime?" Roman asked looking at his friends with a small smile I nod a bit

"That's alright with me" I say looking at him

"I'm good with that" Janus and Remus day in unison the others agree as well and so we quickly finish eating and go back upstairs to Roman and Remus' room I sat on Roman's bed and Roman sat next to me Remus and Janus sat on Romans brothers bed and cuddled a bit Ro gave Remus the remote so he could find something for us to watch Remy and Virgil sat on the floor and cuddled Patton sat on the floor and Emile laid across his lap Roman and I where the only ones not cuddling-

"Alright!" Remus played the show  as soon as it started it was a bit odd-

(Small time skip)

"You know now that i think about it some of us are like some of these characters personality wise and also the way we look like Logan you're like Kyoya- you're both nerds both have black hair and wear glasses Ro you're like Tamaki- i dont need to explain that one- also someone cover Patton and Emiles ears and eyes- for this next part"Remus said looking at the TV Remy and Virgil did as Remus said just as a rather dirty scene played 

"Imagine that scene but its Tamaki and Kyoya" Janus said 

"And then imagine Roman and Logan in that situation"Remus said looking at us we both blush a bit

"That would never happen-" i say looking at them "And besides the actions of Kyoya in that scene where completely reckless and stupid seeing how two of his friends very obviously like Haruhi but he shows little to no attraction to her while Tamaki and Hikaru very obviously like and what if they did perhaps continue with what Kyoya was suggesting they do and Tamaki walked the would be disgusted and hurt and so much more "

"Well even so Logan Tamaki would be being selfish if he got mad for that simple reason and also keep watching and youll see a few places where Tamaki and Kyoya act really into each other" I sigh a bit 

"Well Tamaki acts like he likes Haruhi a lot more-" I say looking at Remus 

"Okay well do you not realize how much he actually likes Kyoya? and besides him and Kyoya call each other "mommy" and "Daddy" also have you not realized how fond Kyoya sounds when he say's some thing about Tamaki, like he calls his an idiot the way Janus calls me a dumbass he still cares deeply for Tamaki just has a weird way of showing it"

"Why do i have the smallest feeling that this isnt about the show anymore-" Virgil said looking at me and Remus "And if it's not about the show, Logan hypothetical situation what if Tamaki does actually like Kyoya but he doesnt wanna just go right ahead and say it cause he's afraid he'd be rejected and he's afraid to get his heart broken"

"Then i'd say he has no business even caring for Kyoya, seeing how one or the other would happen, seeing how Kyoya can sometimes be afraid of falling in love- it's simple really-" Roman made a really confused sound and wrapped his arms around me 

"What in the hell are you guys talking about? Im so confused- I clearly missed something. Can someone explain that whole conversation in like my dumbness level?" Right before Remus spoke i waved it off

"Its nothing Roman just some silly hypothetical situations about the show that we should continue watching-"

(When they finish the show because yeah you can finish that show in one sitting granted it takes like 2 hours anygay back to the story)

Roman had fallen asleep- his arms where still tightly around my waist making me blush "Logan" Emile said looking at me i hum a bit in response and run my fingers through Roman's hair subconsciously "Are you actually afraid of falling in love?"

"Why wouldn't i be? Everyone I love always tends to leave me. . .I have my reasons for the way i feel an act and so does everyone else here, there's always just one thing at least that some people only trust one or two people with." I say with a small shrug and I then look at Ro's sleeping face and smile a bit "Although maybe if I accidently fall in love with someone it may not be too bad in the end, as long as they're the right person" I say more to myself but everyone seemed to have heard 

"That was adorable-" Patton said with a small quiet squeal so he didnt wake Roman up 

"You know Logan, I think my brother would be lucky to have a nerd like you. . ." Remus said looking at me "He needs someone like you he's already been through so much shit, partially cause he decides to hang out with me and Janus and we're labeled as the jerks or whatever, which also words fucking hurt- but still even if he gets called a shit ton of names he still like being around us-"

"Welp this got too emotional and cute for my ass im gonna go make coffee-" Remy said getting up and grabbing Virgils hand dragging him along to make coffee

"Hey wait when did i agree to this?! Remy let go of me-" Remus giggles a bit 

"Me and Janus are gonna go annoy my mom-"

"Wait what?" Janus said confused Remus got up and held Janus' hand leaving the room 

"Me and Emile are gonna go ask Roman and Remus' mom if we can bake some cookies-"Patton and Emile got up 

"Oh and Logan " Emile said looking at me "I have a feeling that in the hypothetical situation "Tamaki" will never stop caring for "Kyoya" because from what i've seen they love each other a little too much to give up on the other that easily" I smile a bit as him and Patton walk out of the room i look at Roman 

"An intriguing notion in it's own way-" i say quoting Kyoya in many episodes Remus runs over to the door 

"Hey Lo fun fact this door is only able to be locked and unlocked from the outside cause our dad doesnt trust us" I look at him a bit confused he closes the door and i hear a faint click 

"Wait Remus, unlock the fucking door please!"

"Im good, i'll unlock it when i want to, and besides i want you to talk to my brother about how you feel-"

"I hate you-" I sigh a bit and look at Roman who was starting to wake up I hear footsteps walking away from the door "Ro, wake up-"

"Don't wanna-" I sigh 

"Remus locked us in here-"

"Wait?! Remus you asshole-" Roman say's getting up immediately

"He already walked away-" I say laying down and sighing a bit  "He want's us to discuss our feelings" i say looking at Roman who was sitting on the ground against the door 

"Hmm of course he does-" Roman sighed and looks at me "Lo, what did you mean. . .when you where talking about the hypothetical situation. . ."

"Myself." i say simply 

"You're afraid to fall in love?"

"Yeah, but as i said when you fell asleep maybe I just needed to find the right person to fall in love with"

"Oh?"

"Yeah and just so happens im locked in the same room as him-" Roman blushed a bit and looked at me 

"I- wha-" he stopped talking and looked as if he was truing to gather his thoughts "Y-you like me?"

"Not like, Love... i don't know why I do but I just do, I love everything about you, and the fact that you dont like yourself makes me sad you, in my eyes are perfect and it worries me when you talk bad about yourself or when you dont eat." I sigh a bit 

"But im so fucked up in the head, usually someone cares for me out of pity-"

"Roman we're all a bit fucked up, even the most visibly perfect people are fucked up the saddest people smile all the time, plus there's nothing wrong with being a little messed up, it just makes life that much more interesting and difficult, there's a lot of obstacles you must get through, and even if it makes you extremely tired you cant give up-" I was looking up where there where words and quotes written on the wood things keeping Remus's bed up most of the quotes written in glitter pens i felt arms wrap around me 

"Lo-I love you too-" I look at him and smile a bit I run my fingers through his hair the door unlocks and Remus walks in 

"I said talk about feeling not steal my brother from me-" Roman giggles a bit 

"Remus hush, besides you have Janus, you'll live-"

"I have cookies-" Patton says walking in the room with a tray of cookies Roman lets go of me and goes to Patton he takes like four cookies he comes back over an hands me one cookie- he eats his cookies i sigh a bit and then smile i eat the single cookie Ro gave me I then wrap my arms around him. . . i couldnt be happier . . . For the time being everything was perfect, but i know it can't stay this way for good cause life always tends to throw a few curveballs 

Ahhhhhhh this was a long chapter- sorry that yall had to read that- it go super depressing near the end also hahahhahhahahahahhahahha cliffhanger, ive had too much coffee today and am like super duper hyper-