Lance POV-

the team sat in silence as i started to hyperventilate. keith got in trouble and it was my fault. i was so useless. all i do is make mistakes. i held my head down as i curled into myself.
"k-keith? can you put me down" i asked moving my head to let my hair cover my face.

keith put me on my own chair and leaned over to see me. "lance, its going to be ok. just give him a little bit." i nodded and stood the best i could. i made my way out of the room with hunk and keith calling my name.

i shook my head and held my hand up to tell them not to fallow.
as i walked down the hallway i neared the training room hearing yelling. i peeked in to see shiro destroying a bot. he was mumbling and looked really mad. 

i didnt want to make him anymore mad so i went to walk away only to gasp in pain from my hips hurting. i held onto the wall as i looked up, only to see shiro looking at me with a disappointing face. 

he started to walk over to me but before he could get 3 steps in i took off down the hallway, ignoring the pain i felt. i heard shiro yell my name before i heard a couple pairs of footsteps. i slipped into a storage room and hid behind some boxes, crying into my hands. i looked up to see a box labeled "kitchen materials".

 i leaned forwards and opened it to neatly placed cups, plates and silverware. i scanned the box to try and find something sharper than a butter knife. i seen a cooking knife and pulled it out. i looked at it before choking on a sob. 

i put the knife to my wrist and sobbed really loud. i pulled the knife making a deep cut. i gasped and dropped the knife letting it clang on the floor. 

i heard voices come closer as i picked the knife back up quickly. i put it back to my wrist and made several more. i heard the door open making me flinch and cut deeper than i ever have. i yelled out, sobbing in the process.

"lance, where are you!" i heard a panic voice call. by this time i was on my side curled in a ball. 
"k-kei-" was all i could get out before sobbing again. i was in so much pain, mentally and physically. i heard the box i was hiding behind move out the way to reveal a bright light and a figure in front of it.

it looked so pretty. i smiled and let my last tears fall before i closed my eyes. i was so tired from running, crying and blood loss. 

//Keiths pov//

i moved a box to see lance on the floor. with a closer look i seen blood was everywhere. tears sprung into my eyes.
'not again' i thought running to his side. "LANCE- baBy- please, open your eyes!" i say shaking him. we were about a 5 minute walk from the med-bay. 

i looked around and seen a blanket and grabbed it telling myself it would have to do. i put it on lances arm and picked him up and started to run. 

on the way there i ran into pidge. she fell as i stumbled back. "what the hell keith" she said before looking up and seeing me carrying a bloodied lance. her face turned pale as he got back up and we ran to the med bay.

we bursted through the doors to be met with coran. he looked up and his face filled with sadness. "im on it" was all he said while getting a pod set up. my legs gave out and i fell to the floor with lance cradled in my arms.

i leaned over to try and hear his heart. it was so faint. my head fell on his chest as a heart breaking sob erupted from me. coran took him from my arms and put him in the pod.
"why does this always happen to me! why cant he just realize that we love him!" i scream as the others come rushing in.

//ok ima just end this here bc idfk what else to do atm. i noticed i havent updated in a long time and thought, 'fuck it, lets write some cringe' so i did//