:lance recording:

"My name is lance mcclain. and i need help. i dont know why im even here. every one has there own thing and im just sitting in the corner thinking whether i should kill myself right then and there or wait till later and no one notice im gone till a day later, with my body slowly rotting away.would they even care. all i know is that Keith would be really happy im gone. I've tried to get his attention, but he just pushes me away and yells. i put on a smile to hide my hurting, but can they see through it? i have noticed that they are starting to treat me different. I DONT LIKE IT, THEY ARE TREATING ME LIKE A BABY, LIKE IM GOING TO BRAKE AT A TOUCH, IM SO DONE WITH THIS LIFE!.... well... time to say goodbye."

:lance pov:

i tap the end button and upload the video to palaces inbox. i know that they all* shiro, allura, pidge, hunk, coran, keith* check the inbox together at 5:30. its 3:30, so i have 2 hours to get ready and to say goodbye without them knowing the truth. i go downstairs with a smile one my face. over the years i've gotten pretty good at hiding my true personally. i see them all playing the game that me a pidge got at the space mall. they didnt even notice that i arrived.  they didnt notice that i wasn't there. "hey guys" they all turn with surprised looks on their faces. i put my hand up a wave. they all give me a smile, the only one that didnt smile was keith.... of course. i told them i was going to take a nap and told them not to bother me till after 5:30. they nodded and turned  their attention to the game. i give one last smile and walk to my room. i pull up my sleeves and stare at all the scars that mark my caramel skin. a lone tear falls from my face as i hold the blade of my knife to my arm. i press down and pull, the color of my lion pours out of my arm, as my vision goes to the color of the lion, of who i love love the most, black.

keith pov::

over the years i've seen lance get more and more sad. today he came downstairs and told everybody that he was going to take a nap, but the thing is , he just came from sleeping, so i followed him up to his room. i get there about a minute after him and open the door to see if he was okay. he was not okay in any way! i found him lying in a pool of blood with a knife in hand. though the year i have never cried but in that moment i did. i love him and now he in dying right in front of me. i ran to him, picked him up and looked down at his face. his face was two tones lighter than his normal skin. i ran into the room where everyone was, crying out loud. when they turned to look at the limp body in my arms there faces turned from shock to sadness. hunk jumped up and took lance from my arms and went to the infirmary. i fell to my knees and put my bloody hands to my face. i dont think i cried so hard before that day. i screamed out loud, louder than ever,"LANCE, WHY DID YOU DO THIS, PEOPLE CARE ABOUT YOU, PEOPLE LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU......why...." at that moment everything went black. was lance gone forever? please.... if there is a god.... please help me... help lance, help us both.

HEY! I'm her BFF/editor ima edit her stories some I may not get to u know I have edited it if there's my signature at the end also I don't mess with caps so things that are lowercase will remain lowercase ALRIGHT HAVE A FANTASTICAL TIME READING THIS SAD STORY :))) (my Instagram is veronicasleigh) OH AND I ASLO MADE THIS COVER ~V