// you are lucky bc i just have so many ideas for this story right now so yeah, enjoy.//

//keiths pov//

after lance had his breakdown he has been mumbling to himself with his eyes dazed. we dont really know what to do with someone so mentally unstable. we took all of the blades and all the other things he could use to hurt himself and put cameras in his room so we could watch over him.

/time-skip brought to you by dreamworks/(4 days)

lance has been in his room for 4 days and hasn't come out. we take turns looking at the videos of lances room. we didnt put any in the bathroom to keep his privacy his, but every time he would go in the bathroom he would be in there for at least 10 minutes and his hair and skin would be completely dry. everyday he would pace his room for about a hour and then sit on his bed crying nonstop. we would drop food off at his door and he would bring it in his room but would just stare at it. he has about 16 uneaten plates of space goo. he would only sleep for about a hour a night and the rest starring at the ceiling.

today he came out of his room because of a galra attack. when we got back to the castle lance got out if his lion and started to make his way to his room. since this was the first time we have seen him in person in days we all ran up to him and started to talk all at once. hunk grabs his forearm to pull him into a hug but when he did lance hissed in pain and pulled his arm away.

we all looked at him with confusion and started to move closer to him. he backed into the wall and slid down in fear as he covered his face with his hands.

' i knew he didnt go into the bathroom just to use it' i thought to myself as i went over to him and pulled up his sleeves. he looked down in shame as the old scars littered his arm as well at new ones.

i counted at least 40 new cuts on his arm. i looked at him with worry in my eyes.

" how did you do this lance?" i asked as he looked down with tears falling from his face.

" LANCE!" i yelled to get his attention. his head jerked up and looked me strait in the eyes.

" i cant tell you that because you will just take away the only thing keeping me sane"

and with that he pulled from my grip and ran down the hallway to his room. i looked at the team and the just stared in surprise and confusion. pidge broke down into tears while hunk held he in his arms. shiro shook his head in shame.

" we did all we could for that hopeless idiot." shiro said in discuss. i lost it at that moment.

" A HOPELESS IDIOT HUH! WHAT DO YOU THINK HE WOULD DO IF HE HERD YOU SAY THAT! WOULD YOU SAY THAT IF IT WERE ME IN THIS SITUATION! NO, YOU WOULDN'T! THE ONLY HOPELESS IDIOT HERE IS YOU PIECE OF SHIT!" i yell coming closer to him poking his chest with my finger." YOU ARE THE WORSE LEADER IF YOU ARE GOING TO TREAT ONE OF YOU DIEING TEAM MEMBERS LIKE THIS! WHY DONT YOU JUST FUCK OFF AND GO LOCK YOURSELF IN YOUR ROOM FOREVER!" i storm out of the room and make my way to my room.

i look at myself in the mirror then splashed my face with some water. i slowly make my way down to lances room and stand there wondering if i should knock or not. i put my hand to the door and knock 3 times. i was silent for a couple seconds before i went to knock again. i was starting to get worried a pound on the door harder. i yell for coran as loud as i could to open the door. he finally get to his door and starts on his work.

by now team voltron has formed in front to the room with fear in their eyes. i glared at shiro and he looked down.

coran got the door to open about a minute later and we all rushed in to find no lance. we go to the bathroom to find him engulfed with water in the bathtub. me pull him out and check his pulse. he still had his clothes on so we all know this wasnt accidental.

" his heart is still beating but it is very faint." i say as i look at everyone.

" as far as i can tell he was only in there for a couple ticks but we must hurry. we need to get him to a pod, now!" coran says and he runs out of the room to get the pod ready. i pick up lance and run as fast as i could as i feel his heart beating slower and slower.

we get to the room with the pods //i dont know what it is, srry// coran has already set the pod up and place lance inside. we all see the door close and a water like substance surround him.

/ another time skip. srry not srry /

//lance pov//

i fell out of the pod once again. i once again fail to end my suffering. i gasp for the air i could not receive when i was in the water. i close my eyes as i calm down and start to cry once more. the sounds of my crying was loud enough to not let me hear the sounds of the team running into the room. i feel someone touch my back, as i was curled up into a ball. i look up to see keith at my side. i could tell he had been crying due to his red, puffy eyes and tear stains that rundown his cheeks.

i back up into the pod with my hands griping my hair. "Why cant you just let my die once and for all? you want me to be happy right? if you really want that just let me die already!" i yell. they all had tears streaming down their face.

out of nowhere i felt really dizzy. i went to grab for keith but before i could reach him i fell over onto the floor. he ran up to me and placed me on his lap and cupped my cheek.

" you might think that no one loves you but many, many people, and aliens do. one person who i know for sure does is right here, cradling you in their arms." he said with a smile and more tears roll down his face.

the last thing i remember was feeling soft lips touch mine. then everything went black.

//3rd person//

team voltron decided that lance would stay in keiths room from now on and to make sure he was under 24 hour watch, they put more cameras in the castle just in case lance snuck out, they would know where he had gone.

for the next couple days everything was going smoothly until lance started screaming for something to get off of him. he was scratching ripping the skin off his arm and no one could get close to him or else lance would scream louder and lung at them, telling them to stay away or it would get them. why did this happen to lance, everyone thought as they watch lance thrash around on the floor of keiths bedroom. why now?

// 1275 words wow, i never thought i could write this much but here we are. hope you enjoyed and ima try to make more chapters like this. most of the time its hard for me to get past 400 words. i most likely wont be updating that much after this but we never know. out of nowhere i just get these story ideas and i type them them BOOM here we are. me talking to nothing till someone come and reads this story. anyway, i think i took up enough of you time so ill be off soo good day( or night )//
1396 words :p ~V