((Okie I'm doing an experiment kids thing I'm doin a line from a movie with every new chapter name if you can guess what movie its from YOUR AMAZING))

It's now the next morning... I didn't sleep at all.. I didn't eat at all.. I didn't talk at all.. I didn't think at all.. I laid on my bed and stared at the ceiling

Now and then I looked around at the brown and white walls listening to passing cars and the creeks of the house, but never moved.

I just honestly wanted to die that night, right there on that bed.. Then I would never bother anyone ever again..it sounded like a great deal to me

I can leave this damned world and hopefully find peace and they can all find peace with me gone

But somewhere in my mind I knew I couldn't do it, something was keeping me from doing it I just didn't know what it was

But it made its way to the front of my thoughts whenever I considered it..
It gave me uneasy feeling when I relieved my pain, I don't know why it's doing this..

It just won't let me be it has to get in my way resulting in me still being here.. I wish it would just go away

Just like me..

((Sorry this chapter is short I'm having a block of sorts it sucks but tell me what you think and how I can make it better ))