(Yoo it took a while but I broke free of my writers block :D anyhoo I'm probably gunna update twice then see how it goes tomorrow since it's Mother's Day on Sunday )

He hates life

And life hates him back

But twenty times harder

Mathias walked around the empty house his father was out drinking at a bar leaving him home alone

So he decided to clean since it was never done... He picked up the discarded beer bottles and cans that his father threw around and put them in a trash bag

He looked around putting the bag in the bin and picked up clothes scattered around his fathers usual area and headed to the laundry room

On his way there he stopped by a door

A door he was never allowed to go in

He knew it far to well.. It was a room that only brought back the depression and violence of his father

His mothers room

His mother had been killed by his father himself when Mathias was little

She was the last person that Mathias could honestly smile around, she cared about him, she taught him everything he knew..

She taught him to smile no matter how bad things got it would make it better..

He put the clothes down and slowly opened the door stopping it halfway he breathed in and stepped in looking around

Many memories flooded back into him .. Warm memories.. The first time he got a nightmare his mother brought him in to sleep with her... The first Christmas mornings... The first thunder storm she would sing to comfort him.. The first time she tried to teach him to dance..

Then the bad memories.. The times he came in to see her crying.. When he heard them yelling.. Arguing.. And then the last time he saw her..

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"Goodnight sweetie..jeg elsker deg"
She kissed his head smiled and left his room

After he had fallen asleep he jumped awake when he heard a scream he rubbed his eyes getting up "mama?" He quietly opened his door looking around

He quietly walked to her room and looked in

He saw them yelling at each other an his father slapped her and pushed her down getting on top of her, hitting her.
.she started screaming

He wanted to yell and tell him to stop but he knew he would get hit..

His father began beating her with the beer bottle in his hand then mathias burst and ran in

"Stop! Stop stop! Don't touch her!!" He ran over pushing his dad away

When he looked back at his mother she was bleeding in her head pieces of glass impaled in the side of her skull
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Mathias clenched his fists he would never forgive his father for what he's done.. Ever..

He sat down in the middle of the room and breathed out "it's been a while.. Huh mama?.. Happy Mother's Day, I'm sorry I haven't talked to you in a while I've been having... Trouble lately