Chapter 3

For once, Jin listened to his heart. He quickly changed his clothes, locked his house and then went to Namjoon's. His feet pattering could barely be heard by how carefully he was walking. Any outsider would assume him to be some thief. But he just wanted to confirm that Namjoon was sleeping, and he will easily apologise to the sleeping boy.

Was he arrogant to do it when Namjoon was awake? No! He wasn't, but somehow he was never able to do it. Which was another reason for their drifting bond.
All those mistakes of Jin which weren't followed by an apology further proved Namjoon's thoughts true. A few more incidents, and Namjoon would accept that his hyung didn't want him anymore.
His mind already knew, but his heart was too stubborn to accept it. Just yet!

Jin then made his way towards Namjoon's room and carefully opened it so as to not make any sound and wake the boy up.
He smiled at the sight of the boy adorably wrapped in the blanket and holding the plushie he gifted him.

'You are still a baby, aren't you?' thought Jin to himself, smiling in content. Somehow the sight seemed to calm his burning heart. He felt at ease, his heart and his mind were calm.

Jin then proceeded to walk further and sat beside Namjoon on his bed. He first inspected his hand, and was glad that the bandage was all fine and Namjoon wasn't clumsy enough to ruin it.
He then checked the medicine packets, and once again relief washed over him as he could see Namjoon had eaten his medicines correct. He was kinda shocked too, as Namjoon was never the one to eat medicines by his own, but not knowing the actual reason Jin just brushed it off, his focus shifting back to Namjoon.

"My baby, hyung is a big meanie ain't he? Will his bubba forgive him? You were already hurt and scared and what did I do? Scolded you even more... I-I am so stupid right? I was just getting frustrated, by how I wasn't able to convince you when you could do it so effortlessly every time, and that frustration came out harsh. Hyungiee won't justify more, but hyungie loves you a lot.
Good night! Sleep well!" Jin said softly to the sleeping figure of Namjoon, he sat there for another 5 minutes just brushing his hand through Namjoon's hair and once he was satisfied enough, he tucked Namjoon's blanket properly. He went back to his house with the same carefulness.

Once Namjoon was sure Jin wasn't in the house anymore, he got up, tears making their way out of his eyes. He was asleep when Jin was sneaking in, but later on woke up due to the sounds, being a light sleeper.

"Hy-hyung for how long will you get my hopes high and then break them in the cruelest way." said Namjoon to himself, harsh sobs escaping his mouth. He clutched his chest with his hands, ignoring the pain and kept crying.

'How will I always know what you are thinking hyung? Why won't you show your care and love? How am I supposed to live on just by assuming that you don't hate me? I understand you might have different ways of expressing yourself, but for at least once show it when I am awake and with you... please... I want to know how your love feels, I won't always be awake to listen to your apologiese to my sleeping figure. Why is it so hard for you? You just make me feel more guilty thinking it's my fault that I fail to understand you... I am tired of always being the one to make amends and go on as if nothing happened... At this point I wish you would hurt me really bad, maybe then for once you will owe up for your actions and care for me and apologise to me... I don't want your apology,  I just want the assurance that my feelings aren't something trivial for you... That it effects you when I am hurt or angry... But you never do it hyung, never... Every time I have to keep aside my feelings and go on as if nothing happened because you just won't care.'

The thoughts swirled in Namjoon's mind, he was so desperate at this point, that he was ready to be hurt by Jin, only if that meant he could get a bit of his love later. All while not realising, Jin had been constantly hurting him, more than the last time yet an apology never came.

He cried for another few minutes, and then decided to just sleep and give his body and mind the rest it deserved.

'God knows what uncle is going to do to me tomorrow.' thought Namjoon for the one last time before dozing off.

The next morning, Namjoon was up at sharp 6. He quickly made breakfast for himself and Jin. Despite being injured, he didn't forget to cook for hyung.
He hurriedly went to Jin's house and kept the food and then came back, he was sure Jin was still asleep. He then proceeded to eat his food. He made sure to eat extra, knowing his uncle well who might not let him eat for the whole day as punishment.

By 7:30, Mr Kim was at Namjoon's home. He was the secretary and the most trusted person of his parent. For some reason, Mr Kim wasn't much fond of Namjoon since the very start, assuming him to be a fragile and weak boy.
However his loyalty towards the Kim family was unwavering, even after so many years of their death.

Namjoon's father's last wish was to see his son as a succesful businessman and take over his business.

And that's exactly why Mr Kim was here, as soon as Namjoon's school ended he was ready to train the poor boy to be a businessman not even giving him a day's gap.

It's not like Namjoon didn't wanted to take over his father's company, he really wanted to. But not yet!! He wanted to enjoy his youth, like any other teenager but here he was burdened with responsibilities.
All while he continued to bore all of it with a big convincing smile on his face.

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