Once I know Papy can't see me I teleport myself to the waterfall.

I'm not really paying attention to where I'm teleporting and I end up in the room with the waterfall piano.

I collapse onto my knees and ball my eyes out. My screams of agony echo throughout.

I'm scared, empty and tired. I'm struggling to understand any of this.

How am I supposed to cope?

I'm stuck between wanting to kill myself, and giving everything another chance.

My head pounds like something is trying to escape from within my mind while my eyes can barely stay open from not being able to sleep.

How can I sleep? I don't have dreams, I just have nightmares.

The echo flowers repeat my screams on a loop and my bones start rattle at the horrific noise that fills the air.

My body curls up into a small ball on the ground and pull my legs close to my chest.

Trying to stop my cries, I bite my knee in hope that this will pass soon.

Dad?

wow siht si eht tsrif emit ev'uoy nekops ot em tsrif

Dad, please help me. I-I'm breaking...

on

W-wha-

sti hnissarrabme uoy doog rof gninton eceip fo tihs

Oh

I want it all to go away...

Maybe if I close my eyes, I won't wake up.

Maybe if I don't wake up, I don't have to live with all the things that go on in my mind.

Maybe then, I'll be happy.

---------------------------------------------------

I eventually wake up from the sleep that I fell into, my arms still clutched around my legs.

Shakily, I get up from the ground, my legs barely able to support me.

ahah

What's so funny...?

gnihton, i saw gnikniht tuoba N/Y dna ksirF sa a elpuoc

That's not funny.

I can feel myself become mad at the thought as I clench my teeth.

I swear to god if Y/N is still there, I'm gonna kill someone.

'won staht elbaroda'

My dad quoting things Y/N has said to me in the past timeline, really puts me on the edge.

I teleport myself back home in the living room irritated and angry.

I'm met with Frisks scared face as our eyes meet. He sits on the green sofa and I can hear the TV on behind me.

I can tell by the look on Frisks face that the human is still here.

How long was I gone for anyway?

That doesn't matter, he didn't listen to me. Why doesn't anyone listen?

"WHY IS THE FUCKING HUMAN STILL HERE? WHERE THE HELL IS SHE?" My voice booms loudly, the urge to punch something becoming alarming large.

I march up the stairs and Frisk follows trying to reason with me, but I don't listen.

Honestly I didn't really care anymore as I barge into Frisks room and start searching for Y/N.

"Sans, please listen to me!" Frisk begs, his voice starting to get annoying.

"No Frisk. If you want the human to have even the slightest chance of living, get out." I spit at him harshly.

He's knows I'm serious.

With his head hung low, Frisk walks out his room and closes the door behind him.

Where could she be?

Maybe she's hiding in the toilet...

i tnod kinht staht a doog aedi

What's the worst that can happen?

With that I open the bathroom door to see Y/N completely nude.

She lets out a really loud scream.

It makes it sound like I've killed her.

"Oh my god." I say, now calmed by the vulnerable situation she's in.

llik reh won

She uses her arms to cover her body and I wanna tell her that she doesn't need to do that.

Considering the situation, I know that this isn't the time to do so.

I keep staring, knowing that I've already seen her like this before.

One more look wouldn't hurt, right?

"Don't just look at me! Close the door!" She practically screams at me.

Bad choice of words Y/N.

I walk in and shut the door behind me, the warm air making my skull warm up slightly.

"Sans what the actual fuck? I meant get out and close the door!" I watch as she quickly grabs her towel and wraps it around her body.

What a shame...

"It's not like I haven't seen it before." I accidentally let the words slip out. I know it's too late, so I let a dirty smirk play on my lips.

Her eyes widen in shock.

"Aren't you supposed to be killing me?" She says in a matter of factly tone.

If she wasn't practically naked, that would have made me angry.

"I would of thought you would take advantage of these last moments. I know I am." My smirk only grows wider, knowing I really have her on the spot here.

She looks toward the sink and before I can understand what's happening, she throws a glass at me.

Luckily, I teleport at the sight of something flying at me.

The glass shatters on the floor into little pieces scattered all over the tiles.

orb uoy evah eno PH rebmemer?

"Ahh, the little dove is getting angry." I say becoming slightly frustrated.

I take a step closer to her and she backs away until her back is pressed up against the sink.

We're only centimetres apart.

What if I kissed her?

I look at her head to toe.

She really is pretty... but her actions weren't when she reset on me.

I grab the top of her towel and lift her up feeling a surge of angry shoot through me.

She lets out a whimper and I really want to-

"SANS? IS THE HUMAN THERE WITH YOU? I MADE SPAGHETTI!" Papys voice comes from the other side of the door.

Our heads snap towards the direction of the door.

"Er yeah Papy. Just give us a second." I blurt out.

"OOO! DONT WORRY! ILL GIVE YOU GUYS SOME TIME!"

It's at times like this, I really wish that Papy would keep his fanfictional moments to a minimum.

I know he's hoping that something romantic will happen between us.

However, I can't provide that kind of affection for Y/N.

She doesn't even like me.

"I swore to myself that I wouldn't get attached to you." I say outloud before sighing

I place Y/N back down onto the floor, feeling slightly embarrassed that I've just done all of this.

"I thought that if you wouldn't talk to me, I'd forget you." I confess making myself even more embarrassed.

Maybe she'll stay this time?

But as always, I never get what I want.

A/N: Would you guys ever want a ink!sans x reader from me? In like the distance future?

-sansisnotonfire 🤘🏼✨