TEG PU UOY YZAL HCTIB

The sound of my dad screaming wakes me up immediately, causing me to look around my room franticly.

ahah edam uoy pmuj

Not funny...

I deirt

I sigh as I pull the white sheets off my body, then getting up tiredly to see that the time is 9:38am.

Frisk wouldn't be up at this time, but Papy surely will.

Not bothering with what I was wearing, which was my clothes from yesterday, I take off my leather jacket and throw it unto my bed.

I walk out my room to hear Papy singing and pots and pans.

"AND I SAY NYEEEHEEHEEEHEH, NYEEEHEEEEHEEEH! I SAID NYEH, WHATS BONING ON!" Papy sings as he cooks breakfast.

I walk into the kitchen and smile at my brother.

"GOOD MORNING BROTHER! HOW DID YOUR STALKING ADVENTURE GO?" He asks as he flips a pancake.

"Papyrus, I did not stalk them." I mutter angrily at him.

"WHATEVER YOU SAY!"

I roll my eyes, knowing that I can never stay mad at my brother for longer than 10 seconds.

A few moments later, he hands me a plate of syrup pancakes.

"Thanks Papy, just the way I like it." I thank him for digging into the golden heaven.

The flavours swirl around in my mouth and I can feel myself close my eyes in pleasure.

My brother sure does know how to cook in this timeline.

"GOOD, IS IT NOT BROTHER?"

"Amazing."

Papy washes the plates when we're both done and I announce that I'm going back to bed.

"Hey Papy, I'm going back to bed."

"ARE YOU TIRED FROM ALL THE STALKING?" He giggles and I just roll my eyes once again.

"Totally." I say sarcastically before going up the stairs and back to my bedroom.

I grab my jacket and put it back on feeling a bit chilly, then I get back into my messy bed and close my eyes as soon as my head hits the pillow.

I was back, next to Y/N and the reset button.

All the emotions I had at that moment came back to me.

No no no.

I don't wanna re live this. Not again.

I watch as Y/N presses the button, how I grab on once again then how it all goes white.

My ears ring as I wake up on the cold metal table. It makes me shiver, as it makes me remember the times my dad has made me and and brother scream in pain.

"Brother, are you okay?" Papy calls from the side of the metal bed, causing me to sit up slowly to look at him.

I nod my head, getting awfully too familiar with this scene, as I get up and look in the mirror.

My fathers scars, his height, his posture. I can help but feel disgusted with myself.

So what do I do?

Cry.

I can hear my tears fall onto the now broken tiles.

That was when I saw Frisk fall down and Y/N striking someone with her magic.

Surely that must of killed the human, right?

I wake up, panting and scared. Seconds later Frisk barges into my room looking pale and sick.

"I-I had a dream and I saw it. I saw the reset." Frisk says almost of the verge of tears. "And then, I f-fell down again."

A tear rolled down his cheek as he recalls his last moments on the surface.

I get up and hug him.

"Don't worry Frisk, I'll get to the bottom of this." I say to him reassuringly.

He sniffles before looking up at me and saying, "You really did love Y/N, didn't you?"

"I still do." I blurt out, but I didn't really care.

Why does she do this to me?

"You still love her?" Frisk says with disappointment in his eyes.

" I mean, we were together for five years. I think it's for the best if I don't fall for again. It's killing me just to look at her. I just wanna forget..."I say to him, not realising that I just spilt something else to him.

"Sans? You didn't really explain why Y/N reset..." He mutters, knowing this was a sensitive subject.

I pull away from the hug and say,"I've already said too much."

And with that I teleport myself to the purple door, leaving Frisk alone with his theory's and conspiracies.

Is that the Flower?

"Sans? Nice to see you here!" He says cheerfully.

"So you remember me?" I ask suspiciously.

The air was cold as always as the small Flowey looks up at me. He wasn't in his ceramic pot like usual but planted into the ground right in front of the door.

"Did you already forget we have the same power?" Flowey rolls his eyes as he crosses his leaves.

"No, I'm just surprised that you still have it... Frisk lost his didn't he? I knew he did the moment Y/N told me about her reset powers in the last timeline."

I knew about a lot of timelines, I remember about 4 of them. The last one is the most vivid thought, which sucks because it the one I wanna forget the most.

"Yeah, he did... that was for a different reason though." Flowey says as he looks to the ground.

"What?" I ask confused.

"I don't know if you remember, but Frisk killed everyone in a timeline. I guess it got taken away from him and given to Y/N." Flowey explains.

"Why didn't you tell me this before? Why don't I remember?" I ask him angrily.

I didn't remember a genocide timeline. I didn't think anyone would be so cruel to do such a thing.

"That was when you were Comic Sans, now as Gaster Sans you have your dad and-"

"How the fuck do you know that?" I say with my eyes widened. No one knows about my dad apart from me.

"Sans, I know everything." He says with a smirk.

"You better not do anything to Y/N." I say threatening the small plant.

"No, I love her too much to do that. On the other hand, Frisk I hate. He took Chara away from me."

"Look, as much as I wanna have this conversation right now, I need to talk to Y/N."

"About the dream?"

"How-"

"I know everything." He says simply before going underground leaving me alone with the cold snow.

A few seconds later, the door opens from the inside.

"Get in here, quick." Flowey hurries me as I walk in. "Y/N is aloud to permanently leave in four days, so you better have something prepared for you girlfriend."

"She's not my girlfriend." I mutter under my breath.

"I mean, in the last timeline you guys sure we're my otp. Actually, you guys still are. You're so cute together and I'm pretty sure anyone would ship it." He says excitedly.

"Can we meet up and talk about this later?" I ask, intrigued by how much the plant knew.

"Sure, how about the secret waterfall room once you finish talking with Y/N?"

"How-"

"Don't make me say it a third time skeleboy." He says before disappearing underground.

I've never been in the Ruins before but when Y/N told me it was very purple, she wasn't wrong.

About a minute passes and I can start to hear footsteps getting louder. I prepare to teleport in case it's not Y/N, but once I see her H/C hair I know for sure its her.

I was worried now.

What if she thinks I'm a haunting her dreams or something?

I said to her that I loved her in that dream. That must be really strange without context.

"What are you doing here?" She asks in hushed shout.

The tone of her voice is cold and I feel my heart drop slightly at this.

"I'm sorry but I had to. I know I wasn't the only one who had that dream. Frisk did too." I say eyeing her carefully.

"W-what?" She looks worried as she looks to the floor.

"I won't talk about it. I don't know what you saw about me, but I want you to forget it. Do you understand kitten? The things I said t-there..."

I couldn't.

I could feel my lip tremble as my mind goes back to remembering.

"I-I..."

I really want to cry. I wanna ball my eyes out and tell Y/N I'm sorry and ask her to give me a chance.

But at the same time I want to rip her soul out and tear it, I never wanna see her again. Maybe then I'll forget her.

What am I thinking? I'd never forgive myself if I was the cause of her death.

I scratch my neck not looking at Y/N.

"Sans? Where did that dream come from? And I've had others where you've said, erm-things to me..."

My eyes widen in shock. I bring her closer before grabbing her by her neck lifting her off the ground.

staht ti ym nos

"I said I wanted you to forget about it." I snap furiously. My grip around her neck tightens.

Why wasn't her soul popping out? This was a vulnerable situation.

"What if-f I don't want t-to forget them t-though?" She asks struggling to breathe.

I immediately drop her.

No.

NO.

She can't do that. Hurt me then say a few stupid words to make my insides flutter.

I watch as she coughs and splutters on the floor and I instantly feel bad for what I've done to her.

"In four days, when you're aloud to roam free, don't talk to me. I don't need this. Please Y/N. You've already done so much to hurt me. Do me this one favour and stay away from me." I ask quietly before teleporting myself to the waterfall.

A/N: the bit that come after this is Sans' P.O.V in chapter 11.

I've decided that I am going to write a UT Male!Frisk x Gaster!Sans once this story is over. Which unfortunately is going to be soon :(

This is the cover and I have part of the story planned.

It's called Paradise because I'm not that creative lmao

-sansisnotonfire 🔥✨