The rest of the day was rather slow, as we were all pretty anxious about what the King would say.

I decided it was best for us all to go to bed early seeing as we would have to wake up before everyone else.

Frisk was already in my bed and as I was about to switch off the light, he asked if I could sleep with him again.

I agreed and made myself comfortable, once again with Frisk wrapping his arms around me.

"Sans?" Frisk asks, his voice muffled by the fabric of my shirt.

"Yeah?"

"What's my soul?"

I wasn't surprised hearing this, Frisk had always been curious.

"It's basically the very accumulation of your being. Without it, you're dead." I explain.

I can feel Frisk nod against me, meaning that he's paying attention.

"Can I look at it? Where is it?" Frisk questions me as he's seems to be interested in all this soul stuff.

"Well, depending on your mood or how you feel, you can take out your soul. No one knows where your soul is." I answer.

It's peaceful, just laying down next to Frisk. As to why he's still hugging me, I don't know the reason, but I don't mind. So long as he's happy, I'm happy.

"Can I see my soul? Can I see y-yours?"

My eyes widen.

If he wants to see his soul, he has to be in some sort of vulnerable situation.

"I-I'll show you your soul, just don't freak out okay?" I look over to Frisk, who now has determination gleaming in his eyes.

I bring my face closer to his cheek and let out a breath. Frisks face goes red. My arms wraps around him as I bring him closer to my body.

Frisk breath hitches as I move my mouth to his jawline. I allow my hot breath to escape my mouth as it hits Frisk skin.

"S-sans?"

"Just go with it." I whisper in his ear.

My hot breath travels down to his neck as it tickles his soft skin.

A few seconds later, Frisk soul pops up in front of him.

That was way too easy...

I pull away as I watch Frisk turn red in embarrassment. He sits up and keeps his eyes on the bedsheets, not wanting to acknowledge what just happened.

I don't really feel anything other than friendship towards Frisk, and I think I just gave him the wrong idea.

Oh well.

"Your soul is red." I point out trying to make it a little less awkward.

He looks up at his soul, which was now floating in front of him.

His soul illuminates the room, making my grey walls a light shade of red.

"Can I touch it?" He asks quietly, his hand slightly reaching out.

I scratch my neck, "You might wanna do that another time..."

"Why? Will something bad happen?" Frisks looks over to me with a confused expression. He's really interested.

"Nothing bad will happen its just-"

I couldn't prevent what happened next as Frisk grabs his soul cutting me off.

He squeezes it way too tight and before Frisk can understand what's happening to him, he lets a moan escape from his lips.

In that very moment, I wanted to teleport myself into some void and never come back.

Frisk lets go of his soul in shock and the air becomes thick and awkward. He grips the sheets as his knuckles become white.

Part of me is mad at myself for letting this awkward situation happen, but then I'm just glad that he won't ask again.

There was probably a better way to show him his soul, but that would mean me having to attack him in order for him to be vulnerable enough.

I wouldn't risk hurting him, I would never forgive myself.

Frisk bites his lip in shame, and I can see a trickle of crimson blood go down his chin.

"How about we go to sleep?"

---------------------------------------------------

The next morning, Frisk decides that it's best if we forget what happened the night before.

I agree, only because it's awkward to just look at him. Papy suspects something, but I have to keep telling him to keep his fangirling moments to a minimum for now.

We eventually reach the Kings place without Frisk being spotted.

Papy knocks on the door and all we can do is wait anxiously for Asgore's answer.

What if the King decides to kill Frisk?

N/Y thgim ton emoc

I clench my hands into fists, knowing that I can't pull out a cigarette right now.

The door finally opens and we are all greeted with Asgore's tired face.

"Hello, please do come in." He opens the door wider with a weak smile and once we all walk in he closes the door behind him.

He invites us all into the dimly lit living room and we all sit around the oak table.

We patiently wait as Asgore serves us all a cup of golden flower tea then sits down and notices that we are all waiting for his answer.

He takes a sip of tea from his white china cup, then sighing before opening his mouth to speak.

"I thought about it long and hard, and I've decided that the human can stay." He says it hesitantly, but I'm too relieved to notice.

"Thank you so much sir." Frisk looks up at Asgore wide eyed as he thanks him.

"I-it's okay." Asgore fumbles around with his words before composing himself.

"So erm, I'll make an announcement today saying that no one is aloud to kill the human and have some arrangements to that a room can be made in your house." Asgore explains to me and Papy.

"That's cool, we'll be heading back then." I say as we all begin to get up.

"Actually Sans, I'd like to talk to you. Alone." Asgore says to me and I sit myself back down.

"You guys go on home without me, I'll be back." I say to Papy more than Frisk.

"ALRIGHT BROTHER, ILL SEE YOU AT HOME." Papy says to me before looking over to the King and saying, "THANK YOU FOR LETTING OUR HUMAN FRIEND STAY ASGORE!"

Asgore just nods with a small smile and I can then hear the front door shut meaning that we're alone.

I look around the table to see that both Frisk and Papy had finished their cups of tea, whereas mine was cold and turning grey.

"Is there something you want?" I ask, not trying to sound rude on purpose as I place my hands in my jean pockets.

"I was very reluctant about letting the human stay. The reason why he's staying is only because I owe your father a great deal. Seeing as you said you were going to continue his work, I might as well let the human stay for your studying purposes." Asgore explains.

I start to sweat as he brings up what I had said yesterday. My left hand starts to clutch the cigarette packet that's in my pocket.

uoy tog flesruoy otni siht ssem nos

In that very moment, I wanted to scream.

Can't you just shut up? I don't need you and I never will.

edur

Asgore raises an eyebrow at my sudden uncomfortableness, but continues to talk anyway.

"If Frisk was a bit younger, I might of let him off for that reason also, but alas he's 15. A year younger than you, am I right?" Asgore takes another sip from his tea as he waits for me to respond.

"Y-yeah he's a year younger than me." I answer, fiddling even more with the packet in my pocket.

"Well what I was going to ask you was if you wanted to work with Alphys to help her find a way out of here, seeing as your doing the same thing...finding a way out of here." Asgore suggests with a raised eyebrow.

"Haha. Erm. M-maybe when I'm older. For now I just wanna study it and, erm, stuff." I takes every part of me to not fall apart as I once lie to the King.

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"Okay. Just tell me when you wanna and I'll let her know."

I've met Alphys before at Undyne's house. I must say, they are pretty cute together.

"Can I go now?" I ask impatiently as the urge to smoke becomes overwhelming.

"Of course, but please do come again soon." He says as he stands up and leads me to the front door.

We say our goodbyes, then I teleport myself to the purple door.

I quickly pull out a cigarette and happily smoke it, feeling more relaxed.

My thoughts wonder to Y/N and I begin to realise that maybe she won't come...

It's driving me wild. I can't cope without her.

I just stare at the door, it's paint chipped in places. My mind races as I think about all the conversations we had together here.

She doesn't even remember them.

The conversations, our kisses, my love for her.

Damit, she doesn't even remember me.

A tear slides down my face and lands somewhere beneath me. After all these years, my hope is only just starting to fade away.

It will get better soon, right?

A/N: here you go

I went school shopping yesterday. Ew.

School sucks so I better enjoy my last 2 weeks of holidays

-sansisnotonfire 🔥👋🏽