I run my hands through Y/N's soft hair, wanting her to wake up.

"What do you want." She mumbles.

"I wanna get up. It's a nice morning, let's go walk or something." I whisper.

"It's cold." She states bluntly.

I sigh, then pull the covers off my legs and get out of enjoyment of my warm bed.

For some reason, I was feeling energetic today.

"Please?" I plead.

Y/N just goes deeper into the covers, not wanting the leave her cocoon of bedsheets.

"You can go, just come back and cuddle me later." Her voice is muffled from the sheets covering her face.

"Okay." I sigh before getting dressed and leaving out the front door.

The chilly air refreshes me, making me shiver ever so slightly.

I'm used to having these early morning walks on my own. Ever since Y/N moved in with me and my brother two years ago, I go out sometimes to reflect and stuff.

It helps a lot.

I light a cigarette and start thinking about the past couple events that have been happening.

It was Y/N's twenty-first birthday last week. We had a party and we all had a great time. To be honest, Y/N is really nice to all our friends.

Her and Undyne mess around with Frisk and go climbing and exploring and on weekends Y/N hangs out with Alphys and they watch anime together.

Mettaton really took a liking towards Y/N. I guess it's because he's found a new shopping buddy...

But I've got to say, Frisk and Y/N are pretty close. They see each other as brother and sister really.

I guess it makes up for the family she had on the surface.

I'm so into my thoughts, the sound of a twig snapping startles me slightly.

"Please stop Chara, I don't understand what I did that was so wrong."

Frisk?

It sounded as if he was on the verge of tears.

"y o u d o n t h a v e t h e p o w e r."

What the heck was that?

"Frisk?" I call out into the woods.

"Sans? Please help me!" Frisk almost screams out, his voice strained.

"Where are you?" I exclaim worriedly as I rush into the woods.

"Near the-"

"s h u t u p." The cold voice spits.

"Chara, stop please." Frisk pleads.

Then, there's an ear splitting scream from Frisk.

That's when I see it.

A girl in a yellow and green sweater, plunging a silver dagger into Frisks chest.

I drop my cigarette into the snow as I freeze completely. My mind goes completely blank.

The girl turns around, and looks right through me with her red eyes, before running off further into the woods.

When I know she's completely gone, I try to take in what has just happened.

Y/N.

I need to tell Y/N.

A sickly feeling enters me when I look at the sight of Frisks body.

I run.

Fast.

It takes me five minutes before I swing the front door open.

Y/N sitting on the couch eating cereal with my brother.

"Y/N, hold my hand now." I order.

She gives me a confused look.

"Now!" I snap.

I don't mean to be rude but in situations like this, I have no patience.

She places her bowl of cereal down while muttering a bunch curse words under her breath.

Once she holds on, I realise she's still in her pyjamas. I shrug it off and instantly teleport us to where Frisks dead body was.

Y/N's eyes widen at the sight.

"W-what?" Warm tears stream down her face.

All I can do is watch her break down.

"Y/N, I'm so sorry." I whisper apologetically.

Frisk's crimson blood stained the white snow, which was leaking out of his purple and yellow sweater. His face looked drained and lifeless.

"How long ago did this happen?" Y/N asks.

"More than five minutes-"

"What? Why didn't you get me sooner?" She practically screams at me. "You know that I can die and then reappear to where I was five minutes ago. We could've saved him..."

"I-"

"Save it." She spits.

My heart sinks slightly.

"I'm gonna have to." She says quietly to herself as she runs a hand through her hair.

"Have to what...?" I ask cautiously.

"A reset."

My head starts to pound as beads of sweat start to form on my forehead.

"You cant do that! I-I don't wanna live my life again."

Does she even know the effects of it all?

"I have to. I can't die multiple times to try and save him or else I'll unbalanced the timelines." She looks at me seriously. There were still tears forming in my E/C eyes.

She knows what she's talking about here.

"There has to be another way..." I murmur weakly. I can already start to feel the waterworks coming.

Y/N closes her eyes, and I can feel myself being stripped from the real world.

The room which I'm now in is completely dark, except for a glowing button which says 'reset'.

No way is this happening.

I can still feel my feet firmly on some sort of ground, even though there's only pitch black for miles.

Beside the button is Y/N.

"Please don't do it Y/N." I say, knowing my eyes are filled with warm tears.

"Sans I promise I'll come back for you. I need to save Frisk." She says trying to reassure me.

Her beautiful face was red and warm, stained with her tears.

How can she do this to me?

Why would she do this to me?

"So you'd rather have Frisk?" I ask, my heart feeling betrayed.

"No, no it's not like that. If I can go back and save, you'll still remember me-"

"It's not something that I like! There are so many things I want unsee. I don't like the fact I can remember other timelines. Y/N please." I beg.

I didn't understand why she would want to reset too.

Surely she wouldn't remember anything if she did a reset, right?

"I need to save him. I feel so guilty knowing I can do something to bring him back." She looks at my straight in the eyes but I divert my gaze to the floor.

There would be no point.

"Y/N, please." I grip onto the fabric of my black jeans, not wanting Y/N to notice how upset I actually was.

She won't even remember Frisk.

"I'll come back, I promise." She promises with a weak smile, and with that she pressed the reset button.

She won't remember me.

Realisation hits me like a brick when I realise what's actually happening.

"Y/N NO!" I reach out for Y/N's arm and hold on tight.

The ground that was once there, somehow disappeared making me float in the darkness.

olleh nos

Dad?

An agonising, throbbing pain shot through me making Y/N scream.

"Ngahhhh." I do my best to keep my cries of torture.

"S-Sans what's going on?" Y/N asks as her eyes shut extremely tightly.

I knew this was hurting her, and I felt incredibly guilty for it.

woh tuoba i od rehtona tnemirepxe, tub siht emit no ruoy dneirflirg?

DAD STOP PLEASE

tub sti nuf

THIS ISNT FAIR!

ho tub ti si

DAD PLEASE STOP

ees uoy ni eht txen enilemit nos

I could feel my magic being drained out of me, and my only guess was that it was being somehow given to Y/N.

"M-my Magic, it's going into you." My eye turns yellow as everything was becoming a blur. I didn't have control over my body as my hand gripped Y/N's arm tighter.

"S-sans, it hurts, stop!" Y/N winces in pain, and I can't help but become upset over it all.

This is all my fault.

I shouldn't of have asked for a brother.

I should have died in the dumb experiment.

I shouldn't of have fallen in love with a human.

I should have killed her.

We would be all free if it wasn't for me saving two more humans.

We would be on the surface.

And everyone would be happy.

No.

I love Y/N.

I wouldn't change anything.

And for her, I'll live my life again.

At that thought, for a split second my eye turned blue and I could feel my old magic seep through me. It wasn't long before my eye turned purple, and slowly my dad was taking control over me.

It repeated yellow, blue, purple for some time and my hand was going along with the colours.

"I c-can't, my dad's doing something to me. Arghhh." My body was extremely weak as it curled in pain. "Hold o-on okay? I love you so, so much." I say as our eyes lock for what seems like the last time.

I knew this was it.

A single tear drops from my face and lands somewhere in the black shadows beneath me.

And then it went white.

A/N: so this is the dream from Chapter 10.

Boy, this was a long chapter.

-sansisnotonfire 🔥☕️