(Sorry this is late I completely thought I uploaded it 😅)

(Falling)

(Can't you see that I'm falling)

Jonah's POV

I sat in my dark room. Now that I was officially living alone in this house, it seemed more quiet than usual. I always expected to just wake up from this nightmare, but I never do. After Zach died I went into a major depression. I know, it's scary knowing that someone you look up to is now going through the same thing as you. I don't know what to do. It's sad being all by myself. Of course Eben and a few of my other friends come visit, but I don't really talk to them much anymore. With my brothers gone, it's like my life just started crumbling around me. I'm loosing money to pay for this house, I can't focus on my career, I'm crying 90% of the time. How did my life end up like this? In just the blink of an eye, it went from living my dreams to living in my nightmares. I miss them. All of them. It hurts me to know that they're all gone. My band mates and brothers. It's like they just got up and left, leaving me in the darkness. I don't know what to do. I, once, had set goals for myself, but now I can't even get my foot out the door. I'm just falling deeper and deeper into this state where I feel nothing. I just wish that they were still here with me. To comfort me. Protect me. Be my shoulders to cry on. I'm lonely without them. I heard a knock on my door. It opened to reveal Lillie (the girl from the last imagine). I looked away from her. She sighed.

"Jonah, you need to get out."

"It's not good for you to stay in here." I looked out the window.

"Jonah?" I looked at her.

"I'm being serious. I'm worried about you." I looked away again.

"Fine. If you're not gonna listen, then I'm not gonna waste my time. This is the millionth time that I tried to reach out to you and try to help you, but I'm done. You just won't listen and if you don't talk to me then I can't help you" she said then walked out the door. A few minutes after she left, I started bawling, knowing that I was falling deeper into depression and pushing all of my friends away.