Chapter 32

   ~ T H E   A U T H O R S   P O V ~

   The computer drops to the floor.

   Jack and Y/N might have pushed it over by accident, and I hope it isn't broken. But either way, they didn't stop what they were busy doing. Jack kinda got on top of Y/N and Y/N is kinda below him now. Jack asked her if she was okay with this, and she obviously said yes. And that's when jack kinda got on top of her. It might seem weird, and I bet she thinks it's weird for her. Cause she never experienced this before.

   They were just watching a cartoon, eating their food, and then BAM they're here. In a make out session. I'm not gonna explain everything to you of what necessarily happened, but I will tell you one thing.. one thing that you cannot tell anyone. No matter what you do, cause it's a scary secret. A scary secret that will make you gasp. A scary secret like the girl in the well. A scary secret that will make you think twice.

   Be warned ;)

   ~ B A C K   T O   Y / N ' S   P O V~

   Jack randomly started to get aggressive. I mean, I don't think Jack hasn't done this either, but maybe he's getting too carried away. It's easy to do that...I think.

   I softly push away so then I can tell him that it's enough. He tries to get closer to me again for another kiss or something, but I push away.

   "I'm sorry," I said with sorrow.

   He gives a confused look.

   "Is it because I'm sick orrr...?" We both get off of each other and sit up on the bed.

   "No! No, not at all. It's just.." I take a deep breath, "you know that I haven't done this. And I don't think I'm ready for things to get this serious. I mean, I love you and all, but maybe I'm not ready..?"

   Jack looks at me with a face that you can never forget. Confused eyebrows, but with the understood eyes, and those red cheeks of anger. It's all different emotions at once? I guess that I understand him and what he's feeling. Mixed emotions, not really know how to react. But which one is he gonna come at me with?

   Confusion?

   Understanding?

   Anger?

   (You can guess which emotion he's gonna do before you read the rest of the story)

   Who knows what jack will do. Maybe he'll do something that he'll regret, maybe he will do something that he agrees on. Whatever it may be, I'm hoping for understanding, but whatever it may be, I still love him. (Is that too cliche? XD)

   His face gets calmer but then randomly gets more angrier. Like the movie inside out, all of his emotions are fighting over each other.

   Anger took over the council.

   He takes both my wrists.

   I try to get away but he doesn't let go, he looks at me with burning eyes, even though his blue eyes represent the sea. He forcefully push down my arms back to my laying position. Now he's back on top of me. Is he actually FORCING me to do this?! Jack knows better then this!

   I try to wiggle away but that only made him clench my wrists tighter. It actually started to hurt. My blue veins start to act up from him squeezing so hard, but I can't save them from him. He's too strong.

   He looks at me with one last look before he starts to kiss my neck. Now that started to make me freak out. My heart started burning and pumping like crazy. His soft lips, how his warm breath feels on my neck.

   He slowly licks my neck to my cheek. He looks up at me while he does this.. those eyes, I might even go to sleep if I look at them for too long.
All his saliva tracing where he licked me. Now he's just acting like a creep, I never knew jack was like this. But I guess no one knows what's behind the camera.

   I kick him in the stomach, cause my legs were free, and he lets go of me and falls to the ground. You can hear-even FEEL- the thump when he falls. I felt bad, I really did, but I didn't want Jack to take control over me.

   I quickly move the covers off of me all the way and I start to get off the bed. I hear some movement in the opposite bed side, where jack fell. I panic but quickly start to move, I put my get onto the cold floor. It seems even more cold now, I don't know why.

   Once when my warm feet step on the floor, I start to sprint. Or, at least I tried, before SOMETHING took my ankles from under the bed. Those cold, sturdy hands made me jump, but in a split second I'm on the floor, being dragged. The feeling of the ruff, wood floor on my cheeks and arms made me get goose bumps.

    I scream, though I don't think anyone would come for me.

   He pulls me over at the other side of the bed, and I don't even try to do anything. I was so paralyzed, I don't think I'll be moving in the next couple of hours. But I also had all these feelings, questions, answers, everything! I just couldn't do anything, couldn't say, act, I'll list everything if I have to. But I finally started talking.

   "WAHT DO YOU WANT FROM ME??!?" I yell.

   That was my number one question that was swirling in my head. I had to get it out, like if it was spinning so fast that I would black out. But I stopped spinning it, by blurting it out.

   He stopped his actions. Maybe he didn't really know what he was doing. And now he's stopping to think about it. I try to get away but his grip is still in lock, even though he's thinking in space. I try to wiggle out again, this time his grip loosened up. I thought it was working, but before I could try again he starts to let go of my ankles even more.

   Let's say it was about 5 minutes, we haven't said a word, I haven't even looked at him, I was so scared. But then he randomly lets go of my feet with shaky hands. I quickly scoot away into a corner as fast as possible. Trying to squeeze in my whole body to the bed.

I look at Jack briefly before I look away again. I couldn't see his face, cause he was looking at the floor. But his hair was messed up from all the shuffling around. He fell to his knees which made a loud thump. And the vibration of the floor as he fell.

He scoots to the opposite corner of me, like he was scared of me.. or scared of himself. His legs up to his chest, his arms wrapping around them. What was he afraid of..?

I decided to take the first move. I start to scoot closer to him but before I took my 3rd step he yelled..

"GET AWAY FROM ME!!" He screams with clear tears.

I jump from his yelp. But as I look at him, his eyes were redder, and his eyes seemed to be grayer..in my mind. His red cheeks weren't from anger anymore, they were from crying. I can see water streaks on his cheeks that made it more clear that he's getting emotional. I just wanted to hug him and say it will be alright, but I don't know what he's acting up about.

I get closer to him once when he puts his head back down, where he can't see me. And where I can't see him. He's hiding himself from the world, has he this whole time.? Even in front of the camera, was he keeping something from everyone else?!

Once when I got close enough, I put my hand on his shoulder. It made him jump a little because he was never expecting it, but he knew it was me. He looks up at me and I try to smile, but I just couldn't, not in front of a poor baby boy that dropped his ice cream.

He sighs a shaky sigh and takes my hands with care. I hold his hand back tightly, not ever wanting to let go.

"Listen to me.." He said very seriously, but with a scared tone.

"I'm not safe. Your not safe with me. Leave me. Leave me forever if you have to." His eyes started watering even more, which made my eyes do the same.

I felt like I was going to cry, but I'll try to stay strong. I couldn't leave him. What kind of friend-what kind of girlfriend would do that?

I hug him.

"I can't." I hug him tight.

He hugs me like it was gonna be his last one in a very...very long time. His hair rubbed my warm neck and cheek, and his cold hands started getting colder..and colder.. I almost thought I saw cold air coming out of them.

"I-I just don't understand-" I disconnected our hug, even though I never wanted to.

   He looks down at the floor to tries not to make eye contact. I was worried for him, but I was just so speechless that I didn't know how to explain my feelings.

   He slowly looks up at me, "ᗩᑎTI Iᔕ ᕼEᖇE."

   I tilted my head. Was this just a prank? If it was then bravo. But at the same time, him crying, acting like this? Antisepticeye was just a made up crisis!

   "ᖇᑌᑎ, ᑭᒪEᗩᔕE." He starts to twitch and act more weird. Like as if Jack and Anti were fighting between something inside his head.

   I start to back away from him.

   His hair was getting into a darker shade of green. He laughs the evil laugh I have heard in antis voice in videos.. I stand up quickly and took one last glance at him before running. He started actin crazy! Ripping his clothes, making them have little holes, smiling that big smile, glitching like  crazy. Even when he glitched, his eyes became all black.

   I sped up my steps and ran. I slipped over to the stairs and started jumping down it. I can hear the crazy laughs coming from that room, and little snake slithers. I tried to ignore it, I really did, but the sight of jack forming into something else... it made me cringe.

   I start run to the door, I look back and I see black smoke coming through the doors, it made my anxiety start to act up. I ran to the door handle, but before I could touch it the door opened for me. HALLELUJAH!! But then I bump in front of someone and quickly looked up.

   It was Mark.

  
   "Hi Y/N!-" I push him out of the apartment, closed the door, and locked it.

   "Wha-" I cover Marks mouth.

   "Say goodbye." I cry.

   I really was crying, I should say sobbing. But I was crying. Mark obviously didn't like the sight of that, he dived in to a side hug and tried to calm me down, usually his calming voice and kind words make me calm, but it didn't work this time.
He pulls my hand away from his mouth and started asking me questions, but I couldn't blurt out the answer.

   "I just don't understand.." I look up at him.

   "That's exactly what I said....to Jack...before he.." I hesitate.

    "Please don't tell me he killed himself!" Mark gasps, trying to go through the door.

   I stop him by standing in front, "No, no! He's alive.." I hear Mark sigh of relief.

   "He's...changed." I look back at the door that I locked.

   "Jack never changes, and if he does change I don't think he'll ever make you cr-"

   "ANTI!" I yell, looking back at Mark.

   "....whut?"

   "Anti..he's real, he really is real, I SAW JACK TURN INTO HIM WITH MY OWN EYES!" I point to the door.

   "He told me to leave him, and that he wasn't safe.." I stop to remember exactly what he said..

   "He said, "I'm not safe. Your not safe with me. Leave me. Leave me forever if you have to."

   Mark was silent for 5 seconds until he could answer me, "But Anti is just a fiction made character......!" He streaks his hair out of frustration.

   "That is what I thought! But once when I saw him actually turn into him...."

   I start crying with no hesitation.

   "Why didn't he tell me-anyone about this?!?" He whisper yells

   "I don't knoww." I sob.

   The door started to bang. And then bang again. It startled me and Mark, that my instinct told me to find somewhere to hide. I took his arm and opened me and Joci's dorm. I locked it and started putting furniture in front of it, Scared out of my mind. As I put the first furniture on the door I hear a loud bang.

   He escaped.
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