Natsu p.o.v

She laid down on our bed and i did the same. She was twisting her sleek smooth fingers through my hair. She always loved playing with my hair. Since it was still morning we had the whole day ahead... But... What do we do. How do i live with an angel? "Hey luce?" i whisper "yeah natsu?".... "How do we live now? What do we do?"

"Haha thats a silly question... We live, as if nothing happend. Ill learn to forgive you and eventually youll learn to forgive yourself. Oh and Natsu... I didnt tell you something." "Huh what is it lucy" it felt so good to say her beautiful name. "Well, angels dont age.. Not untill they fufil their job and loose their wings. And since we dont age neither do our humans... Not untill they die of other reasons or comit an act so brutal there is no way of ever getting sent to heaven."

Her words shoked me... I wont age? "Wow...." is all i could muster. "Hey natsu?" "yeah lucy"

"Can we.... Find my body?"

"WHA-WHAT??!?" i wasnt yelling of anger but instead of pure night . " calm down i just.... I want our canoe back and.... I dont want my body just slaying in it, for all the world to see." i couldnt even believe what she was saying. "O-okay... Lets go" i walked outside relizing i left my car where i wanted to jump. I looled to luce but she just smiled and said "A nice walk doesnt hurt!" so we set off twoards the tree and the lake.

When we arrive of course because of the flow of the current we have to walk a ways down the river. "Feels just like old times right? You know... When i was alive." her words hurt but i knew she didnt mean them to. "Yeah, i guess it does." we kept walking in a comfortable silence untill i saw an old conoe stuck in some mud on the riverbank. I see lucy also npticed it and said "Are you sure you can do this luce?" she replied in the most brave voice she could muster "Y-yes." she failed to sound brave. We walked foward and what i saw... Schoked and broke me.

There was her body, soaked crimson red, with once withered rose on her chest. What was so shoking though was that.... There was no puddle of blood, only the red stain on her dress and body... But she... Looked exactly the same she did the night i.. Killed her. Tears streak her face as she says "w-wow... How weird, looking at your own body.... And how is it not decomposing?" . "i-i dont know" a question popped into my head but she beat me to it "Wha-what do we do with my body natsu?" "Bury you... I guess." she went to retrieve her body but i picked her dead body up before she could. I carried it bridal style to a side of the rivver that wasnt to muddy. "You once told me, if you ever died, bury you here, remember?" "yeah, i do remember,... Ok lets just get it over with." i already had a shovel and dug a hole wich he gently put her body into. Before i could cover it up lucy stopped me, tears rushing down her eyes, flew down and reached into the sock of her body... Pulljng out a note she then kissed her own head and allowed me to cover up. "Whats in the note" "its not a note... It was a rehersal, i was gonna tell you something speacial that night... You should waot to we get home to read it." "okay lucy"

When we arrive home we lay down and she hands me the note and falls asleep, curling against me. I slowly open the note and read,

     Natsu i have something to tell you. I found out the other day and i know youll be just so happy! I found out when i went to get a check up and the docter informed me. Natsu.... Im pregnant. (Lucy... Only say this at sunset... When the time is perfect because you know that he loves the sunset). P.S Natsu i added this before i gave this back and just so you know... When i succeed and and live once again, the baby will still be alive.

I stifle a gasp as sudden shock, horror, and deep deep sadness fill my body. I begin to shake... Somehow not waking lucy,she always was a deep sleeper. I gaze at her through blurry vision for tears were falling from my eyes.

This is unforgivable... But i know she wont give up on me... I cant stop crying. I need to save her, i need to save our baby.

" Ill try lucy, ill try for you and i try for the baby" i whisper as i kiss her forhead, tears still blocking my vision. I can do this... For her and our baby.