Lucy p.o.v

I love him, but he killed me. He stopped talking and started crying harder. "Shhh shhh Natsu... One day... But not today, i will fogive you but only in time." he lays back still sobbing and i do the same, resting my head on his chest and draping my arm over his waist we slowly slip into a deep and peacfull sleep.. As i said angels dont need sleep but we can if we want.

When i awake Natsu is staring at me, taking in every inch of my body, from the top on my head to the tips of my small feet, then finally to my snow white wings. He stays still as if he believed the second he moved i would dissapear. "Im not going anywhere Natsu" i say in a small voice. He continues to stare a d replies  "your just... So beautiful."
I blush bright red at his comment, even though we were married we never got over the butterflies. Our love never faulterd once since we met... Well besides that time he killed me.

We stay like this... Cuddled up together for what felt likd days, my hand twirling his pink hair and his eyes just never leaving my feautures as if he never wants to forget what i look like if i ever went away. Suddenly he speaks and what he says just completely shocked me, "How do i get out of my sentance to hell." shocked i replyed " its complicated byt you need three things one: Total regret and remorse for your crime that sentanced you to hell, two: Your victim must completely forgive you, that being me and of course i would love to forgive you natsu but..." years well in my eyes "i cant believe you killed me..." sniff " and i cant just say well i forgive you..  I have to mean it consiously and subconsciously... Without a single doubt... And three by far the harest: you need to believe you are worthy of heaven... Honestly.

Natsu looked depressed and replyed " i already feel total regret, and i might be able to gain your forgiveness "he looks down and continues,

" but there is no way i will ever be worthy of heaven after what i did to you" tears stream my eyes as once again i am forced to look him in the eyes and calmly say "when things ars dark look up, no matter what time of day it will always be brighter" i continue

"And once i make you believe you are worthy of heaven... You will find that there, it is always bright... Even if your neck gets tierd and you look down."