Lucy p.o.v

He was going to kill himself. He killed me but i still loved him. I didnt have a choice. We were bound by the red string of fate. I didnt want to give myself away yet but i had to stop him. I tried to say it confidently but my death replayed as i began to speak "Dont" i could hear the pain in my own voice.

He looked around but didnt find me... I can hide my presence from him whenever i feel the need. He lpoked so...broken. It broke me too. If someone told me 3 days ago that this is were i would be today... I wod have slapped them.

I watch him. Hes not really being human. All he does it eat can food and lay on our bed... Looking at the celling. Its hard not to cry... But i have to keep it in so he doesnt hear me. How do i show him? What do i say to him? Will he ever tell me why he killed me?

I can hide my body... My touch... And the sound i make when i move... But not my voice. Two days after i died.... He just erupted.

He was dazed when he suddenly jumped up and started braking things.He broke our glass cups and shatters our plates. He threw our table and destroyed our chairs.... He just kept raging untill he picked up our wedding photo... Looked at it...and set it down. He then calmly walked back to our room and sat on our bed...

Crying. I hid my presence so he couldnt feel me and genly leaned my head on his shoulder and wraped my arms around his neck.... Trying to comfort my killer. To my suprise he spoke " It feels like your right here with me... Comforting me even though i killed you. If your listening...... Im sorry."

His words broke my heart.... I couldnt believe the man i love is bound to hell... I couldnt belive the man i love killed me... I couldnt believe i was dead.

"Its ok Natsu" i whisperd again as a tear rolled down my face.

Natsu reacted the same as last time and searched for me... He must think hes going crazy. But how do i show myself to him. He layed down and i did the same... Even though he couldnt feel me and for the first time since my death... He fell asleep. Angels didnt need sleep so i just snuggled with him.... Did i forgive Natsu? No..... He killed me.... But i do love him.

Whennhe awoke he looked around expentantly but was left unsatasfied. He mummbled "im going crazy." and he resumed his staring at the celling.