I'm tired

Tired of chasing you
Tired of protecting you
Tired of defending you from insults
Tired of playing games with you
Tired of being a fool to think you'd ever like me back
Tired of trying hard to live up to your standards
Tired of your confusing actions
Tired of putting up with your mistakes

But most especially...

Tired of loving you ..

I know you never asked me to do these things, but you just drew me in. I'd stay out of your life, if possible.

But I can't give up. Partly because of the deal my guy classmate and I made, but mostly because I don't think you should be given up on.

So no matter how tired I am, expect that I'll always be here, and I will always love you.... Until the end of time.