The voices in my head tell me,

Push everyone away
You can't trust these people
Don't be too close to them
They're using you
They hate you
You're not worthy of their attention
Without you, the world would be more beautiful
You're such a try hard for people that don't appreciate you
You could just disappear you know
Make life easier for the other people
You know, you could always kill yourself, nobody will care anyways

The voices are stronger and I know I'm breaking. I can't keep the happy facade anymore. I'm getting weaker.

Just please save me.