Today I had a fight

With a good friend of mine

She told him that I loved him

And with that I'm not fine

Under pressure

I must fold

For my heart's holder

No longer holds

My emotions have faded

My happiness gone

My eyes are averted

So as not to lay eyes upon

My friend is lost

I need time to think

The embarrasment pushes me

Over the brink

My smiles are numbered

My heart is cold

My life has been ruined

Or so I've been told

Was it rejection?

Or just pure silliness?

Was it for old time's sake

That I fell for the charm of his?

This boy was my friend

But surely that will now end

The boy was my crush

But now my life's been turned to mush

I should forgive

My friend who'se betrayed me

But what's in it for me?

Not he...

*This is a true story

Of what happened today

In the middle of school

To math, I was on my way

When I heard behind me

A light, loud voice

Making me suffer

Making my choice

And so far I ran

Though my name was called

I ran and cried

And pushed through it all

Drying my tears,

I sniffled and sighed

Creating a plan

Of how to hide

But I have now leraned

That road is not best

I will have to put my

Friendship to the test

With that boy I must speak

He who makes my knees weak

He who cheers me with a smile

I'm going to freak

I need some support

For today I am sad

Indecisive

And that's just too bad...**

What should I do?