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"Jasmine I swear to the God that created us and this world if you don't stop stealing contacts from my phone I'm going to chop your head off"Amila said to jasmine who was comfortably laying on her bed eating the brownies Amila's mother baked.

"Oh shut up ,you buzz kill ,I'm just trying to have fun,moreover,all the men here are so sweet I mean look at all those dms"Amila stared at her with no visible expression.

"Tell you what,how about I become your social media manager"jasmine said

"They say you who give shall receive and I who receive shall be blessed"she continued
"The thing is you aren't even replying them and here we are growing old with no boyfriend and this men are willing to be with us"jasmine gave her a friend a sinister smile,she knew what she was doing was a mistake riling her friend up .

"Jasmine" amila calles with a very cool and calm voice jasmine almost found it scary ,it wasn't about the way she sound it was the face that accompanied the voice.

Jasmine instantly dropped amila's phone and jumped off the bed ,she asked Amila about the gala but she brushed off the matter ,for all she cares she wouldn't even be noticed and it's not like they keep an attendance register or do they?

"So what have you been up too with your laptop" jasmine enquired after noticing her typing on her laptop
"Signing up for a self defense class cause I want to be able to defend myself whenever some idiot tries shit with me still can't believe i almost got raped "she paused

"Or maybe not but I'll have something to threaten people with ,not in a bad way obviously,you should join me too" she turned too look at jasmine , with a sinister smile jasmine stared at her friend not  knowing how to say it but decided to make things easier for herself

"Apparently I have a certificate on self defense and martial arts"ami was flabbergasted by her friends confession.

"How?"
"When?"
"Why?"
The questions rolled out of her mouth without thinking,jasmine smirked

"Well if I like partying and going around the world I sure have to know how to protect myself" Amilas jaws dropped as she stared at her with shock but it didn't last because a second later she was fuming and had pounced on her friend
"You Conniving little hoe ,no I take it back ,you are a big fat bitch" Amila shouted ,they both struggled, Amila has gotten high on adrenaline while jasmine had to save her self from an angry girl.

"I wanted to be there for you"jasmine breathed out

"Did you?" Sarcasm dripping from her tone

"Yes I really did and I have never felt more useless in my life after what happened in Norway" Amila started clapping

"Wow! wow!  Look at me ,a fucking damsel in distress and prince fucking jasmine was gonna come to the rescue"Amila laughed, jasmine has known her long enough too know this laughter , she got off her and started pacing around the room.

"Ami!" Jasmine felt concerned about her friend

"Shut up! , just shut up" they was an uncomfortable silence, minutes passed before she stopped pacing

"Okay so if you soo happened to want to be there for me, why weren't you when I needed you the most" jasmine had never felt confused in her life.

"Ami listen,first off all I am no God so I can't see everything or know when something is happening, secondly I was drunk and we were at a club ,you didn't even want to have fun and there is nothing wrong with that ,you seemed okay and comfortable how was I supposed to know you were going through that and lastly I'm not your bodyguard so I honestly have no protection responsibility towards you ,you are an adult so you should have known better" jasmine stood up from the floor ,dusting her body her gaze was still on her friend who she was annoyingly irritated by.
She watched as Amila continuously nodded her head sinking in what she was told . Jasmine sighed knowing she did no wrong but only stated the truth.

"I'm sorry okay, I wanted to tell you" suddenly tired of the silence

"But you didn't, how long jas?"Amila said calmly ,she had understood what jasmine said and she wasn't wrong ,but why didn't she tell her

"A year ago, but I sw_"

"Fuck you jasmine,fuck you!"she  stormed into the bathroom and banged the door loudly

Jasmine heaved feeling dejected,she really messed up and she knows Amila feels betrayed,
Now she realized how stupid she was because if they were to be in trouble she trust her friend will be with her to also be there for her .she got up and knocked on the door ,she didn't get a reply "mils I know you are in the there and I'm sorry"

"Jasmine I want you out of my house when I leave this bathroom" her calm voice said

"Okay I'm going to give you space because you need it but I really am sorry and stupid for not telling and more stupid for not learning with you, it just never occurred to me " jasmine leaned her forehead on the door with a sigh.

"It's fine, I'll call you when I'm over this"Amila replied behind the door

She sighed and packed her stuff  and left amila's room on her way out she met Jake and theo watching a football match in the living room

"Oh hey jas you leaving so soon"Jake asked

"Yeah I gotta go do some stuff"she replied

"Oh where is ami ,is she not seeing you off" he asked again

"Nah it's cool,Bye guys"

"Bye!" Jake and Theo said in unison

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Amila had just watched the new animation on Netflix the willoughbys, it was emotional knowing that was the reality some children face ,even those who don't deserve it. She took another bite of her pizza ,taking a sip of her  Ice cold Coca Cola , she scrolled through Netflix and selected a new anime series to watch.

She hadn't gotten off what her best friend did ,thinking about how stupid she had been for not ever thinking of going for a self defense class, she hung around it's a lot she knew would always protect but she indeed needed to acquire her independence, she felt bad about how she reacted but on a contrary she should have informed her. Ugh I hate this dumb feeling

"Boo!"

"I'm not in the mood"she replied to whoever it was that came up behind her

"You're no fun ami"Theo said  jumping from behind the coach to sit next too her

"Sorry roachie,I'm just tired"she retorted,when she didn't hear his voice she looked up to see him glaring at her all squared up,she snickered almost spewing out the pizza in her mouth , he contorted his face in a funny way and started flapping his hand as wings ,Amila laughed so hard that she almost choked on her saliva "Alright Alright I'm sorry"
Her brother wasn't having it as he continued circulating the living room imitating a cockroach,she bursted into another round of laughter.

"Who is laughing like a maniac" cole walked in holding his laptop with one hand and a cup of coffee in the other , Amila and theo both pointed at each other subconsciously,they both looked at each other before they bursted into another round of laughter, Cole shook his head in amusement before he took a seat at the other end of the leaving room drawing a coffee table close to him and kept his mug and laptop and carried on with his work.

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It's the night before the gala and she was sure everyone was fully prepared for the big  event except her ,laying in bed wondering how she got to this point ,an idea struck her head as she gathered herself and got off the bed quickly opening her wardrobe and pulled out a black sweat pants and a blue shirt that say's 'BITCH YOU GOT THIS' she quickly searched for her black vans and picked her phone ,she silently walked down the carpeted hallway and peeped to see if anyone was awake,she saw Jake playing his play station 4 and cole slumped on the couch snoring.

She went back to her room and grabbed her bottled water from her night stand and threw three packs of sour patches ,chapstick,credit card, and a black   hoodie in her small backpack.

She opened her window and glanced back to see if someone will magically open her door to catch her in the act,seeing as it was obvious no one was coming,gosh what did she expect,she hissed and carefully climbed down the two story building using a pipe ,nostalgia hits her as she remembered her high school days when she snuck out to go for a concert with her friends. She smiled at the memories with a not so quite thud she fell on the ground covering her mouth from shouting an ouch.

She got up and looked back at the house before climbing the fence and running in the quite streets of her area ,her pocket knife was hidden in the waist band of her sweat pants,she came across a familiar road and quickly ran towards it ,the cool night breeze blowing her hair in different directions ,she felt so free ,alive this is what she would describe as a breath of fresh air.

She slowed down when she sighted the familiar green grass with white bright lights illuminating it,she heard some loud and deep voices followed by laughters , she tightened her hold on her backpack and continued walking towards the light and sounds , she stood at the entrance for a few seconds before the voices quieted ,every being freezing in action , their faces were blank before realization hits them and the all carried a shocked expression running towards her ,she squealed when she lifted up and clustered I n the middle of sweaty,tall and buff men "fucking shit" she muttered
"Amila!!" She heard shouts

"Is this really you" she smiled cheekily at them as they inspected her ,rounding her as though she came from Area 51 " stop being weird guys" she punched a black haired guy  ,with hazel eyes ,tan skin and chiseled jaw ,on his arm
He winced and let out a growl

"Okay it's really her we Can stop being weird" they all started laughing

"Shut up nick" she hugged  him tightly

"What I was just making sure it was you"he defended.

She looked up and smiled before pulling his cheeks,he knew that she was the only girl he could tolerate doing this to him, all eleven of them were so happy to see the girl they usually forget is a girl, she wasn't really what they would call lady like because of the way she acted around them and how they relate makes them forget that she isn't one of the male species, they carry her along all their crazy adventures,practice,games  and madness,even in the boys changing room she was also a bro as far as they were concerned.

Seeing her shocked them because they hadn't seen her in two years ever since she claimed she needed to find her femininity, they understood but weren't happy about it but they still respected her decision.

Amila hugged every single one of the guys surprising her self by not forgetting each and every handshake.
It's time to catch up the lost times,

"Come on ladies let's get back to business" she ordered shrugging off her backpack and hoodie,she collected her boots from micheal who dusted it for her she thanked him and quickly put them on

" stretch out Formation!" Nick who was the captain shouted and all men including her took their place in a horizontal line.

He carried a hard face and slowly walked around them

" 50 rounds"  they all turned to start their journey Amila being in the back turned to follow them ,when she felt herself  being pulled back

" not so fast ,where do you think you are going" nick arched an eyebrow

"Jog round the field 50 times captain" she remarked with a mocking salute , he glared at her

"Fine come on" she sighed dejectedly, he smiled and slung his arm on her shoulder she chuckled and put one arm around his waist as they walked in the opposite direction.

Hey everyone how are you all doing it's been ages and I'm sorry for not updating

Anyways how is everyone's mental health cause it's been crazy this past months.

I hope you are all staying safe and helping in the issues going on in the world.

Stay strong and have faith it shall all come too an end .lots of love

#blacklivesmatter
#saynotorape

Permanreinah 🌻