Chapter 12: Realization

   since then, that night I had dreamt of my dad,for the first time, ever since , every night when I close my eyes and went to sleep, I would have similar dreams.

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It's now Monday and the weekend has come to an end.
In Mr. Rialand's we were watching a documentary. I actually enjoyed it because I love history. I know I know geek over here lol, but hey! It's me it's who I am!:)

The documentary was on Adolf Hitler, who a lot of are not big fans of lol.

I tried to stay tuned in I guess one could say, but I couldn't. I kept replaying over and over again , in my head, my dreams.
I believe Derek noticed this because he nudged me with his shoulder making a silly face.

In return I gave him a small smile, whispering, " I'll tell you later."

No one knows. No one , not even my friends. They don't know I've been having these dreams. Not Derek, Celina, or her boyfriend Alex. I WANT to though, but I always back out. I don't want them to think that I'm going crazy or something.

Anyways, right before the bell rung, Mr Rialand decided to give us homework. YAY! ( note sarcasm lol) " class I want a 3 page essay on what you all just watched.
Before he could say anymore, the bell DID ring.

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In lit class, we were discussing the book we had to finish last night. Of Mice and Men.
Celina sat beside me, talking about how Alex had planned something, a surprise for their anniversary, but he wouldn't  tell her exactly what it was he had planned.

"Celina" I said. She stopped rambling and looked at me, " Don't stress over it."

"But.." she stammered.

I shook my head, " No buts. You know Alex better than anyone. Probably better than he knows himself and this is why I say don't worry over it because of the fact that no matter what it is he has planned, you will still love it."

" true.." she trailed off chuckling.

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    While walking out of class, we met up with the boys. After stopping and dropping our stuff off, we headed to lunch.
I stopped all of a sudden and everyone turned to look at me. " Guys.. there is something I need to tell y'all. I need to talk about it and I think y'all deserve an explanation  for my behavior because I know I haven't been acting my usual self."

I was answered with a nod of heads.
Therefore after we all got our trays, we sat under a tree, my favorite tree. Celina took a bit of her taco and asked," So whats up?"

I took a deep breath.
" ok, so y'all already know why I moved here right? My father?"
Alex was the one to speak first, after taking a ginormous bite of his burger. " Yea you told us about it weeks ago."
I nodded, " Right. Well the thing is I've been having dreams lately, dreams of him and I don't know if they are my memories finally returning or..."
Derek understood," You don't want to get your hopes up right? After what the doctors told u?"
I sighed, " That's part of it. Part of me says they are my memories, but ANOTHER part of me, a BIGGER part, says it's something more. I feel like my dreams , my dad is trying to tell me something, something important. I just feel like something more, something bigger is starting."

This time, Celina spoke, asked. " What exactly do you mean Serenity?"
I told them. I started from the very beginning all the way up to last night's dream. I told them everything.
" Derek, Alex, Celina, call me crazy if you want I don't care, but,"
I broke off staring Celina straight in the eye and answered her question," What I mean is that there is more to me than meets the eye."

With that said, lunch ended and it was time for our next class.

It was silent all the way there.

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