Tell me the music that you hear. The melody of your soul. The beat of your heart. Every second in its time makes you synchronized with the rhyme that holds music together.

Why would you deny your wish of musician? Doesn't it make you fulfill your purpose?
Why wouldn't you be one with your instrument?  Isn't that an excuse to join melody in your existence?

Life is melody
What we play since we are born. Those who stay quite listens to art, but believe me; they wish to be part of it.