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[Harry]

"I love you, sweets." He says.

"Don't." I whisper weakly.

"I wasn't supposed to love you, but I did and I don't regret it a single bit." He smiles wide at me.

"Please don't" I whisper again.

"My heart is like a motionless stone in my chest, but I feel it beat when you're around, feel it race when you look at me and feel it skip a beat when you smile."

"Don't do it." I say, on verge of crying.

"I'm standing at a point where I can't imagine a future without you running around after my kids to chase and feed them." He lets out a breathy chuckle.

"Don't do that to me, Louis." I cry, but he doesn't stop. He never does.

"I can't promise you the best future, Harry, 'cause I know I'm a fuck up, but I can hope for one with you." He kneels down and takes out the little box from his pocket.

"No, no, no. Please don't. I can't do this again." I cry harder.

"I'm not proposing, but promising that one day I will." He beams, making me want to scream that he broke that promise already, but I can't.

"I promise, I will always love you no matter what and if I ever say anything otherwise, you should know something's up."

"No. Shut up." I whisper.

"I promise to always protect you, even if I have to fight the whole world for that."

"Just shut up.. please." I plead.

"I promise that no one other than you would be allowed to chase after my kids." He smiles beautifully at me.

"Stop with all your lies. Just shut up!" I cry, anger building up in me.

"I promise, that from now on, not only my heart but my mind, my soul, my body, my life and my future belongs to you.. if you'd like to have it that is."

"STOP IT, LOUIS!" I scream and he looks at me, startled, before he starts choking. The ring falls out of his hand as he falls to the ground, holding his neck, trying to breathe.

"Louis!" I cry and run towards him, but I move far from him. Everything around us starts burning and I run faster, in order to get to him, but the distance just increases between us. I cry, yelling for him, but all I see is the scenario of Louis fallen unconscious in the middle of a burning place moving away from me. Far away until it all turns black.

I gasp for air as I sit up in my bed. I start crying when I realize what happened. Once again, it all came back to me. The more I try to forget it, the more it haunts me. I bring my hand up to my face and caress the ring on my ring finger as I clutch Louis' green hoodie that I'm wearing, crying my heart out into the fabric.

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"I don't really understand the problem here. I just want to move, what's the big deal?" I ask, throwing my hands in the air as I argue with my mom.

"It is a big deal, Harry. You don't just want to move, you want to leave the country. Why on earth do you want to do that?" She asks as she gets up of the couch from beside my dad, who observes the scene from the sidelines, and walks towards me, at the doorway to the kitchen.

"How many times do I have to tell you? I want to get away from this place. Away from all the damn fucking memories. No matter where I go, I see him. All the memories of him and I being there at that place comes rushing back to me. I got to get away! I want to leave. I-I'm tired of waking up either crying because I saw him in my dream or just to realize I'm all alone in my bed and that wasn't something I wished for two years ago. I can't anymore... I just can't." I cry, pouring my heart out in front of my parents. "I need an escape. I know, even that far I'll have him in my memories.. but there won't be any place taunting me as I walk around. I can't stay here anymore... I don't want to if it's not with him." I wipe my tears as Phoebe and Daisy walk down the stairs with confused looks on their faces.

"Okay." Mum says and I look up to her. "But you graduate in a week, how will you manage? We can pay for your place, but you'll have to find a job there. And it will be hard as you don't know anyone there." She states.

"I'll talk to a friend." I reassure her and she nods with tears filled in her eyes as I hug her gratefully. "Thanks mum.. for understanding."

She nods again before walking into the kitchen to get a glass of water.

"What's happening?" Phoebe speaks up as she takes a seat beside my dad.

"It's decided, I'm leaving." I announce and they both pout before running over and giving me tight hugs.

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Harry: Hey Lynn

Lynn: Hiya buddy!

Harry: I've decided to move
              Might need your help

Lynn: Oh thats good
            Sure just name it bud :D

Harry: I'd be grateful if you look for a place and a job for me

Lynn: A place to buy? Or rent?

Harry: My parents have offered to buy but I'm gonna rent until I can afford one on my own... So rent
              I don't mind having a flatmate.

Lynn: Oh cool!
             My friend Bill is looking for a flatmate
            He got a big flat but only him and his 7 yrs old daughter live there
           He got a sister but she got her own place

Harry: Oh wow
               Can you talk to him about it?
               I'm a very organized and domestic person so I'll do the chores and stuff
              Won't be a bother for him

Lynn: Sure bud
            Hes the messiest person so I dont think youll be a bother anyway

Harry: Oh good

Lynn: Yeah
            So place is sorted
            Now the job

Harry: Yeah..

Lynn: Look
            My mom owns a cafe where you can work
           Or if you want to go in any educational field, my mama is a dean at NYU

Harry: Mom and mama?

Lynn: Yeah
            They are a lesbian couple

Harry: Cute :)

Lynn: Thanks <3
             Moving on
             Bill is a psychologist who works with New York Police
             He guides the lost teens that the police might arrest

Harry: Woah! That's so cool

Lynn: Ikr
            Also his sister G is in the fashion industry...She got her own beauty salons, showrooms to display her designs and workshops where she does the work
         She can offer you quite a few jobs too

Harry: Wow.. You got many contacts

Lynn: That I do ;)
            So I suggest you not to worry about a job
            We can sort that out peacefully once you are here
You can talk to everyone and see what they can offer and what you wanna take

Harry: Thanks Lynn
               You're being very helpful even if we just met like four days ago.. that too online XD

Lynn: Haha don't mention buddy
            Here take my number so you can contact me out of Instagram
            9194-241-289

Harry: Okay
              Thanks again Lynn

Lynn: Shut up will ya

Harry: Okay okay XD

I save his number in my contacts and send a message in the group about the move. The group consists of Niall, Liam, Ed, Eleanor, Ashton, Luke, Perrie and I.

El: Let's meet up

And that's exactly what we do in an hour. We meet up at Perrie's place and everyone looks at me expectantly as we sprawl on the floor.

"Don't wanna stay here anymore." I say, looking down at my lap, not meeting their eyes.

"Well duh! That's why you're leaving... but why?" Niall speaks.

"I miss him." I whisper, still looking down.

"We do too." Ashton states. "I mean he wasn't our best friend, but we all had a soft corner for William.."

"Yeah, but it's different for me. I don't want to miss him, but then I go around and everything reminds me of him.. the parks, the restaurants, ice cream parlor, bakeries, the cliff, the school, my own house, my piano, my room, my bed.. just everything around here. I just want to forget him, but how can you forget someone who gave you so much to remember? I want to leave, so at least I can try to move on." I feel wetness on my cheek and I wipe it, not even realizing that I had started crying.

The room is dead silent for a while as no one speaks and I silently cry, constantly wiping my tears.

"We'll miss you." Ashton breaks the silence and I look up to see him pouting.

"I'll miss you all too." I smile before everyone throw themselves at me in a group hug, making me laugh.

"It will get better, Haz." Liam whispers in my ear and I nod as I hug them all back.

Definitely going to miss this.

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