It had been three months since Jimin had left and I was left to manage life without him. Three months since he had told me that this wasn't working anymore because he had fallen out of love. 

The spark wasn't there

And it was him who was the problem, not me. 

These were his words. The ones that weighed me down till this day. Till right now. 

Till I had another man's lips pressed against mine. 

I felt the flutters deep in my stomach and the pounding of my heart in my ears, the excitement of feeling some type of sexual contact exciting me after so long. 

He was attractive. Fun to be around, and a genuine listener. I had found a safe place within him, one where I could let my worries float away unbothered. 

So here I am asking myself 

Was this my broken heart mending? 

Or my white skies turning blue?

Was this becoming a mistake? Or something I could pursue? 

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