When pain becomes the only thing telling me that I'm alive,
When to live every day constantly i strive.
When everyday the relentless sun burns my eye,
When every night lifeless i lie.
When colours around are all shades of black and blue,
I search for my lost soul within you.....

When my contrite heart bleeds,
When grief in every sphere of life leads.
When i question my dubious worth,
When for love I'm facing a dearth.
When reasons to live are so very few,
I search for my lost smile within you.....

When i give in to the perennial problems i face,
When a flow of thoughts in my mind do race.
When near my slender wrist i place the knife,
When i think about ending my life.
I ponder over what kept me going for so long,
Coming to a conclusion, now to you i do belong.
Because i found myself within you,
My own self,so real,so true......