my body
i'll starve
i'll put on make-up
i'll be perfect
i'll smile with pain
i'm laugh with sorrow
i'll love with hate
i'll cheer with disappointment

my body
i'll binge-eat
i won't cake my face
i'll live imperfectly
i'll suffer following happiness
i'll cry awaiting  laughter
i'll hate the way i love you
i will never be disappointed in myself
why?

my body