I FAKED MY DEATH.

August 9, when I started to fake my death. I posted pictures on social media about how I attempted to cut myself but in reality it was all cosmetics.

I posted depressing quotes that says I wanted to end my life because the world ignores me.

A minute after... my family, friends, and even my enemies texted and contacted me.

It was so nice to know that they still care about my well being. So nice to know that they still notice me.

So I decided to tell them the truth. I went to the hospital where I was "admitted" falsely.

I was so excited when all of them were there. I saw the love and concerns on their faces. How worried they were because of my "fake" death. It made me cry.

I slowly entered the room and shouted happily that "GUYS, IT WAS JUST A PRANK. I'M HERE ALIVE"

They didn't notice me.

Then one of my friends took a picture of someone who was lying on the floor covered in blood, I was shocked.

It was me, lying cold to the ground.

All my friends and my family took pictures of me and show their concerns on social medias.

Then one said "Come on guys, were done here" then they left one... by one.

It made me confused and frustrated and sad. Then I remember, I take my own life because I wanted to feel their attention and love. I wanted to escape the darkness I feel from within.

I didn't faked my death. They faked their concerns and love.