I thought some of the people would be my friends, some would be my enemies

But not until I found friends in my enemies and foes in my friends- people come and go, some would stay and some will leave, some will stay faithful and some will be a traitor.

This is the most scary part- we are just people, and people are bound to change.

I thought money is all I needed, I thought money is happiness

But not until I found happiness in the darkness, and hope in the storm- I was afraid I would lost all money, I was afraid I lost the hardwork that I've succeeded, all gone into nothing but then reality slaps me with too much force and I realized happiness is always a choice.

I thought all I needed is you, all I wanted is you

Not until you made an agreement with a snake, you betray me with a double edged sword that pierce through my heart and backstab me with unimaginable lies and left me in despair- I was so lost roaming in the shadow and so helpless lurking in the dark, yes I am yet you don't know because you're too greedy finding your own pleasure, but not until I strive hard to move on, not until I let myself drowned in pain that made me stronger, not until I found myself and not until I love myself.

🐰Blu
Skyblue Shadow