Do you realize how many times you pushed me away? Do you realize how many times you've shunned me, shattered me? No you don't. It's not like I expected anything else from you. I'm lying. I do wish for things to be different. That's why I try my hardest to keep away from you, your thoughts. But you come to me. You come back to me just to leave me. You come back to me just with the intention of breaking me again. And yet, in a corner of my foolish heart, I still hope that you'll stay.