A:N Hello my darlings the picture above is the last picture I swear is what I picture adam to look like (zayn & perrie's son) and the songs in order are 1.Sad Song By We The Kings Feat Elena Coats 2.My Hands By Leona Lewis and 3.Time-Bomb By All Time Low

         Me and Ryker have kept it quiet for two months and now it's time for the anniversary for one direction and we are getting together at uncle liams and all of us decided to sing a song its me birdy adam and ryker right now the party is in the next couple of days and we have been meeting up at uncle li's and practicing and we told birdy and adam at first they were mad we didn't tell them.

But then they got over it me and ryker are cuddling on his bed everyone is downstairs talking we are waiting for dinner and he says "I love you" I smile and I place my lips onto his and I strattle his hips and his hands around my waist until I hear the door open and I didn't have time to get off of him I look up and see uncle niall standing there his face red from anger and he roars "what the hell?".

I climb off of ryker and I already had tears in my eyes and he says "uncle niall" we both stand to our feet and he says "seriously?" then I hear footsteps coming up the stairs and I see everyone up here I stay quiet and I hide behind ryker he grabs my hand from behind and liam says "whats goin on?" I start crying and zayn says "rosey whats wrong love?" I sniffle and niall says "rosalyn if you don't tell them I will" I shake my head "please don't niall" he crosses your arms "you two are just" I stay quiet.

I hear daddy haz say "rosey tell us it's okay" I look up at ryker and he nodds as I see tears in his eyes and I shake my head and liam says "ryker whats he talking about tell us" we both stay quiet and uncle niall says "fine if you two won't say it I will I walked in on them snogging each other".

I didn't wanna look at my dads and I hear daddy haz's voice go from loving to cold in a minute "is this true rosalyn?" I look at him and see his cold stare on me I nodd slightly and liam says "oh my god ryker I am so disapointed in you" I crumble and I squeeze ryker's hand and then daddy lou breaks me away from him and he says "come on we're leaving your never seeing him again" I look back and I say "ryker what you said I do too" thats when he crubles to his knees and I hear uncle liam and niall screaming at him.

Daddy lou's and haz's grip on my wrist was starting to hurt and then I hear bridgette say "rosey? whats goin on?" I turn around and my dads still dragging me and I whimper "they found out" her gaze turns from worried to sad and daddy haz says "you knew the whole time?" I break away from them and run and hug her and she holds out her arms for me and I wrap my arms around her and she whispers "it's gonna be okay we will find a way" I nodd and whimper in her arms and niall tries to remove her from me.

He grabs her arms and he says "you knew too?" she nodds and he says "I am so pissed at you right now let her go" she rubs my back and she says "right back at ya dad how long am I grounded?" he glares at her and I feel hands around my wrists again and when we walk outside I look up and see him on the balcony and he mouths "I love you" I start to cry again and I mouth "I love you too".

When we drive off daddy lou roars "seriously rosalyn? he's your family your never gonna see him again ever how long have you been seeing him?" I stay quiet until daddy haz slams his hand on the conso "answer your father" I sniffle and reply "two months".

Daddy haz I have never seen him so angry before and I ask "so I guess the one direction anniversary is out of the question" when we get home I walk up to my room and slam my door after locking it.

~3 Days Later~

I haven't talked to my dads if I go downstairs to eat I have been giving them the silent treatment today is the party and i'm not alowed to go I have to stay at home and while i'm sitting in my rocking chair in my blue jean shorts and a solid black plain tshirt and I hear the car downstairs leave.

I walk downstairs to the kitchen and I hear the front door open and close I turn around and see birdy standing there by the kitchen door I run to her and hug her and she says "come we got to get you to the party" I grab my phone and we run out to my truck and when it was all our times to sing I stand behind the hallway which is seperated between us and the stage I have a microphone in my hand and I hear the duet music start.

You and I,

We're like fireworks and symphonies exploding in the sky.

With you, I'm alive

Like all the missing pieces of my heart, they finally collide.

His voice is so beautiful his voice reminds me of uncle li's I shake my head don't think about them other than ryker

So stop time right here in the moonlight,

Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

I'm just a sad song.

I step out from behind the wall and sing my line and his face lights up when he see's me I don't pay attention to anyone other than him

With you I fall.

It's like I'm leaving all my past in silhouettes up on the wall.

With you I'm a beautiful mess.

It's like we're standing hand in hand with all our fears up on the edge.

He holds his hand for me to take and our voice collding together

So stop time right here in the moonlight,

Cause I don't ever wanna close my eyes.

I smile at him and he interlocks out fingers

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

You're the perfect melody,

The only harmony

I wanna hear.

You're my favorite part of me,

With you standing next to me,

I've got nothing to fear.

I let his hand go and he points to me

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

I had tears in my eyes rolling down my cheeks he wipes them away with his finger

Without you, I feel broke.

Like I'm half of a whole.

Without you, I've got no hand to hold.

Without you, I feel torn.

Like a sail in a storm.

Without you, I'm just a sad song.

I'm just a sad song.

When the song ends he wraps his arms around me and I hug him and the crowd uproars in cheers and screams and he whispers "don't look at them look at me ok? my dad he isn't pissed anymore it's more your uncle niall and uncle harry and lou and zayn just don't look at them ok?" I nodd and birdy steps next to me and she whispers "you ready for your song?" I nodd and I grab my microphone and I say "ok this next song is by leona lewis uncle liam I know you like her songs so this is actually one of my favorite songs" he winks at smiles at me and when I hear the music I sing the first lines

I wake in the morning

Tired of sleeping

Get in the shower

I see uncle li start to mouth the words

And make my bed alone

I put on my makeup

Talking to the mirror

Ready for a new day

Without you

And I walk steady on my feet

I talk my voice obeys me

I go out at night

Sleep without the lights

And I do all of the things

I have to keeping you off my mind

But when I think I'll be alright

I am always wrong cause

I turn my head to ryker and he smiles at me

My hands

Don't wanna start again

My hands

No they don't wanna understand

My hands

They just shake and try to break

whatever peace I may find

My hands

They only agree to hold (I point to ryker)

Your hands

And they don't wanna be without

Your hands

And they will not let me go

No they will not let me go

I talk about you now

And go a day without crying

I go out with my friends now

I stay home all alone

I don't see you everywhere

I can say your name easily

I laugh a bit louder

Without you

He smiles and whistles for me and he starts to clap against the beat

And I see different shades now

And I'm almost never afraid now

But when I think I'll be okay

I am always wrong now

My hands

Don't wanna start again

My hands

No they don't wanna understand

My hands

They just shake and try to break

whatever peace I may find

My hands

They only agree to hold

Your hands

And they don't wanna be without

Your hands

And they will not let me go

No they will not let me go

I let the tears fall freely and my voice cracks but I still sing the song and continue

Sometimes I wake and see them reaching out for you

Quietly breaking whatever shields

I spent so long building up

I cannot fake, cos when they cry I'm unspoken

They miss holding my baby

My hands

No they don't wanna understand

They just shake and try to break

whatever peace I may find

My hands

Your hands

They don't want to be without

Your hands

They will not let me go

Not they will not let me go

My voice keeps dying and I see uncle liam with tears in his eyes and auntie sophia she mouths "it's ok" she winks at me

My hands

They don't wanna start again

My hands

No they don't wanna understand

My hands

They just shake and try to break

whatever peace I may find

My hands

They only agree to hold

Your hands

And they don't wanna be without

Your hands

And they will not let me go

No they will not let me go

No they will not let me go

When my song ends birdy she wraps her arms around me so does ryker and adam and I look around the room and thats until my eyes land on daddy haz and lou they both had there arms crossed and they were glaring at ryker I break away from everyone and I say "ryker is gonna sing his song and then we're done".

He smiles at me and he kisses me on the forehead I giggle it's been so long since he's done that birdy she grabs an electric guitar I look down at my bruised wrists from when they grabbed me and adam he sits down on the drums and ryker he had his own guitar too and then his eyes meet mine while I stand next to the stage he smiles at me and then I feel a presence next to me it doesn't take rocket science to know who's next to me and daddy lou says.

"your walking on a thin line rosalyn" I bite my lower lip and he continues "your in big trouble again when we get home" I roll my eyes and reply "it was worth it" he turns his head and looks at me and I continue "just to see his face light up when he heard my voice whatever punishment you decide to give me he's worth it if it meant seeing his smiling face again I would do it again that smile I wouldn't trade for the world so go ahead daddy lou give me all the punishment you want it still won't change how I feel" I hear the music start and ryker's voice sings the first line of the song.

From the get-go I knew this was hard to hold

Like a crash the whole thing spun out of control

Oh, on a wire, we were dancing

Two kids, no consequences (He smiles at me)

Pull the trigger, without thinking

There's only one way down this road

It was like a time bomb set into motion

We knew that we were destined to explode

And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage

You know I'm never gonna let you go

We're like a time bomb

Gonna lose it, let's defuse it

Baby, we're like a time bomb

But I need it

Wouldn't have it any other way

I giggle at the words of the song we both were like a ticking time bomb

Well there's no way out of this

So let's stay in

Every storm that comes,

Also comes to an end.

Oh, resistance is useless

Just two kids stupid and fearless (I start to move to the song)

Like a bullet shooting the love-sick

There's only one way down this road

I smile at him

It was like a time bomb set into motion

We knew that we were destined to explode

And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage

You know I'm never gonna let you go

We're like a time bomb

Gonna lose it, let's defuse it

Baby, we're like a time bomb

But I need it

Wouldn't have it any other way

He points to me I hear adam sing along to him

Got my heart in your hands, like a time bomb ticking

It goes off, we start again

When it breaks, we fix it

Got your heart in my hands, like a time bomb ticking

We should know better,

But we won't let go

I look at birdy she is just grinning from ear to ear

It was like a time bomb set into motion

We knew that we were destined to explode (destined to explode)

And if I have to pull you out of the wreckage

You know I'm never gonna let you let me go

Like a time bomb

Gonna lose it, let's defuse it

Baby we're like a time bomb

But I need it

Wouldn't have it any other way

When the song was done everyone cheered and I run onto stage and wrap my arms around his neck and legs around his waist and I whisper in his ear "I love you" he takes a deep breath and he replies his voice deep "I love you too your dads are giving me a hard glare I don't want you to get in trouble" I unwrap my legs from around him and I look back at him.

I smile and I say "let me tell you something your worth whatever punishment they give me ok? and I told daddy lou that whatever punishment he gives me is not gonna change" my voice dies alittle bit and I keep going "is not gonna change how I feel for you".

He smiles with tears in his eyes when he sits me on the ground birdy whispers in my ear "we'll figure something out ok? i've been giving my dad hell all our aunts they're on our side but uncles they disagree with it except uncle liam" I nodd and smile at her we step off stage and I am met with a pissed off daddy haz and lou and a very mad zayn and uncle niall.

I hug uncle liam he just hugs me and says "you did great love" I smile and he says "i'm okay with it if your happy thats all that matters" I smile and then I hear a scoff from beside me and it was daddy lou and he says "come on we're leaving" he grips my wrist again and is leading me away from everyone it was completely embarassing.

Him treating me like a child who earned a time out and I wince as his nails dig into my bruised wrist I wince and I whine "dad your hurting me" he growls "good I outta do worse" daddy haz was gripping my other hand and I yank my hand away "I can walk jesus i'm not a child anymore i'm sixteen years old"

I glare back at them both all attention was on us everything was quiet and daddy lou tries to grab my wrist again and he says "rosalyn stop your making a scene" I growl and rub a hand through my hair and I spat "and you weren't? dragging me outta here like i'm a five year old" daddy lou screams at me "it's because your acting like one if your gonna act like five year old your gonna be treated like one you need to grow up rosalyn".

I laugh sarcastically and I reply "it's what i'm trying to do but you won't let me it's like you see me as that little girl that used to sit in your lap and watch cartoons with you but i'm not her anymore dad you can hold onto her as much as you want but she's grown up and she loves ryker" I can see the hurt flash in both of my dads eyes.

I grab my truck keys and drive off away from everyone and when I get onto the road I am hysterically crying I never thought daddy lou and haz would ever accept me my vision blurry I love ryker with all my heart I swerve off the road and ram into a tree I sling forward as the airbag goes off I let darkness overtake me.

A:N hi darlings dont hurt me plz chapter six will be uploaded tomorrow hope u enjoyed this chapter I hated writing this chapter because I just wanna see rosey happy louis and harry r just buttheads I actually hated them this chapter like bitch just let the girl b happy and they aren't blood related but anyways BYE DARLINGS