How I feel
Ethan
Later that day, I just had to tell Spencer how I felt, so I asked her if she would go to the pub with me. She said yes. So now I am getting ready. I put on a blue shirt,black trousers and a black jacket. I check my hair is neat and then walk to the pub. Spencer's already outside, she got Robyn to babysit for her and she looks wonderful. She is wearing a red dress,make up,her hair falls perfectly in curls around her shoulders. I walk up to her.

"Hi." She says.

"Hello, you look amazing." I say.

"Thank you so do you." She says.

"Shall we?" I ask offering my arm and we walk in.

She sits at a table whilst I order drinks. I sit next to her and pass her her drink.

*

We have been here for over two hours and Spencer says she has a surprise planned. She gets up and walks to the karaoke machine.

Spencer

" Wrapped up so consumed by all this hurt, if you ask me don't know where to start. Anger, love confusion road that go nowhere, I know that somewhere better, cause you always take me there. Came to you with a broken faith, gave me more than a hand to hold, caught before I hit the ground, tell me I'm safe, you've got me now. Would you take the wheel, if I lose control?, if I'm lying here, will you take me home? Could you take care of a broken soul?, will you hold me now?, oh, will you take me home?oh, will you take me home? Oh, Will you take me home? Oh, Will you take me home? Oh, will you take me home?

Hold the gun to my head count 123, if it helps me walk away then it's what I need. Every minute gets easier, the more you talk to me, you rationalise my darker thoughts, yeah, you set them free. Came to you with a broken faith,gave me more than a hand to hold, caught before I hit the ground, tell me I'm safe you've got me now. Would you take the wheel, if I lose control?, if I'm lying here, would you take me home? Could you take care of a broken soul? Will you hold me now?,oh, Will you take me home? Oh, will you take me home? Oh, Will you take me home? Oh, will you take me home?

You say space will make it better, and time will make it heal, I won't be lost forever, and soon i wouldn't feel like I'm haunted,oh falling. You say space will make it better, and time will make it heal, I won't be lost forever, and soon i wouldn't feel like I'm haunted, oh falling.

Would you take the wheel, if I lose control?, If I'm lying here, will you take me home? Could you take care, of a broken soul?, Will you hold me now? Oh, will you take me home? Will you take me home?, Will you take me home?, Will you take me home?, Oh will you take me home? Oh, will you take me home?, Will you take me home?" I sang. It was really nerve-racking considering some work colleagues where there. I looked over at Ethan and he was clapping, smiling and crying at the same time.

I brought the mic down to him and said "would you take the wheel? If I lose control? If I'm lying here? Would you take me home? Ethan, I know we have only known each other for two days, but I have feelings for you and I would be so happy if you were my boyfriend, you have helped me through alot over these past few days and I wasn't in a happy relationship before with Lewis. I know you have feelings for me too, so, would you be my boyfriend?"

I looked at his face, he was so overwhelmed, he just stared at me and then kissed me. I felt safe during that kiss and I didn't want it to end. Everyone from work started whistling and cheering,making others clap along.

"So is that a yes?" I ask after we finish kissing.

"Yes, it's a yes!" He says.

"It's a yes!" Is say enthusiastically and he kisses me again, bringing an uproar from the crowd.

We stop kissing and then we hug. I feel happy again, not like with Lewis.

"I love you," Ethan whispers into my ear.

"I love you too," I whisper back.

We get up and get into my car. We drive back to mine. We enter and we are kissing. Then Robyn coughs.

"Plan worked then?" She smiles. We nod."well, Quentin is in bed, I think I will leave you two to it." She says leaving, we go back to kissing and I take Ethan's glasses off.

He undoes the top button off his shirt because it was uncomfortable and he takes his jacket off. Then we hear a little cough.
It's Q, out of bed.

"I knew it!" He says happily.

"Q, back to bed." I say beginning to take him back to bed.

"I'll do it," Ethan says picking Q up and taking him to bed.

When he returns we carry on kissing. Then we stop.

"You're a better kissed than your brother!" I joke.

"Thank god" Ethan says kissing me more.

Then we head to bed, because we are tired.