The worst feeling of living
Is having a hard time to let go
To let things unfold according to God's will
I am tired and I want to give up now

My life is into mess
Every person and thing ruined me
They let me break and feel helpless
This is unfair and tiring

I'm I ready to be alone again
To be a fighter walking alone and nothing
My world is in chaos
It's hard to keep trusting and believing that one day might be okay

It's hard to fight
It's tiring to keep moving
It's helpless to beg
and it's painful to have conflict within our belief

I'm tired and already lost in everything
I'm useless and nothing to everyone;
Including my own family and the love of my life
I lost and I don't know how to get back up

It's difficult to explain
It's hard to be understood
It's always hardest to follow the hard way
It's hardest to live when things complicate things

The most painful story of life
Is having the capacity to breathe while air is not better at all
It's me who ruined myself
I thought everything was always easy

Yet, I am wrong
I'm just a loser who gets nothing but pain
I'm a loser who looking for the easiest way
Yet I lost everything while fixing the hard way

One thing I've learned in life
Following the crowd is useless
And being strong is like a knife
We need to hurt too much to live again

-MxGchef