A/P 44: DREAM OF PEACE OF MIND
Being tired was hopeless
You feel alone and worthless
Taking responsibility was a strength
Yet, as long as everything fine
We can handle things no matter how hard it is
We can't change things easily
We can't handle everything if we're really tired of it
We can give up right now if we can't anymore
And yet, while we choose to give up right now
It's another way round of saying, we can stop and never give up today like the other day
Why, because we're totally incline right now
Why, because in a lot things we hold on into past
We're still fighting and hoping for the best in best
We know we get tired and feel hopeless at times
We know we can't give up right now like the way we used to handle that day
We got tired and yet we still alive kicking
We feel deeply and yet we tried to be still okay and don't mind those pain in chest
We're totally broken and hopeless for change
And yet, we need to keep walking until we're tired doing things in front of us
And also, we want to sleep right now and never wake up tomorrow
Why, because it's so hard to keep the tears
Why, because it's so difficult to walk through
Why, because it's very painful to be matured
Why, because it's unfair to feel everything while others don't
Why, because it's so hard to feel alone walking in the street without noticing we're in pain
I got tired of life and wanted to sleep today and tomorrow
I got tired of trying and being good though I want to scream; I need peace of mind
I got tired of helping while others don't help themselves
I got tired of being miserable and don't know how to be alive again
I don't understand things in front of me because I feel tired and wanted to left everything now
I'm miserable at best and yet trying to help
I'm confused and hoping that everything will be alright though I am really tired of being me today
I'm here, writing in pain and hoping someone may understand this pain
I'm hopeless romantic in life, and trying to be alright for the future; tomorrow; because right now,
I'm here, wanting to cry and scream out loud to ease the pain of taking responsibility for my own dream of peace of mind.
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