How I can I love you
How I fix you if I don't know
How I care for you when I don't know too
How I can hug you if I can't take care myself

How I can give love if I am selfish
How I can touch you if I don't care to who I am supposed too
How I can kiss you if I can't give it to myself
How I can spent my day and night with you if I am not complete

How I can give my all if I don't give it to myself
How I can lost my all to you if I am not in myself
How I can do all my obligation and responsibility
How I can do everything without knowing the completeness in my chest

I don't understand people in this world
I don't know why they think differently
I don't understand why it's difficult to be with them
I don't know what should I do if they're complicated to understand

I don't understand how they think
I don't understand how they looking forward to things
I don't understand how I can communicate without validation of facts
I don't understand why everyone needs to have validation for just sake of acceptance

I don't understand things
I don't understand everything
I don't understand why they act like that
I don't understand yet still trying to change things

I don't really understand everything
I don't understand why needs to have like this
I don't understand needs to act like the dual things
I don't understand, I really don't remember things

Yet, I am alone hoping through it
Yet, I am alone lasting effort to go through it
Yet, I am trying to be different from it
Yet, I am lying to myself that everything will be alright

And yet, I am not giving up through it
I always hoping and trying my best to help everyone
And, always trying to find ways for the things worth it
In order to understand things in different perspectives.