i think this time i am done
the world has bested me
it has finally won

these days, i feel numb
there are words
trying to escape my lungs
they cannot escape

will you send my family the news
i am coming down with the blues
they have no one left to accuse
but me

they would have one less burden
no more worried lines
i just want them to be happy on their own time

i know for certain
the world wouldn't care
it just keeps dancing
around a light with no flair

i just want everyone to be happy
in a time so unjust
living in a land of such agony
is a human must

my thoughts think they'll be free
they can live happily
in a world without me

and these thoughts
are the thoughts that turn into notes

t.n